Oh No He Didn't

The other day I failed a call at work. I had the distinct vibe that my boss felt a great amount of glee in letting me know failed. Rat bastard!!!!

I hate the fact that I'm under such pressure to perform. That's so much stress that I try too keep work at work. However, the thought of my supervisor taking pleasure in getting a failed call bothers me. I suppose I need to be on the defensive with him. He's making the job harder in a sense. Since I've decided to be on the defensive, I think I will let that go. Don't want to spend all day thinking about work. ROFL

Things I can Do Without

Lord,

Why is it that my day off, my family thinks that means nage the hell outta me. I really wanted to have a quiet day, and am ready to unplug this lapptop, and go into my room. I really will do that. When i got up, my mom asked me to do the shopping f or her mother. Fine. Next I get to the store, she and my brother are calling me asking me to "pick uo some extra things" ****Sigh***** I need a breather.

Of course I get home, and cook some french fries, and I have all these requests to "cook some for me," which has turned into I haven't cooked enough. It's getting thick in here. I'm taking a break.

I'm Glad I'm @ Home Now

I hate Saturdays at work. Lord knows I do. Today I got this customer who turned into a bitch on me. Sher cursed at me and I had to put that heffer on hold. She really got on my nerves. I do understand when people are fustrated. Believe me that shit happens all the time, but tone and how it is aimed is another thing. I HATE when people curse at me. Finally had to get the super to take the call. Good riddance.

The rest of the day went ok. I liked the calls I got. I helped out a lot of people. That was the good thing about today.

My bro's dog is everwhere. He really needs to control that damn dog. I hate pets that jump all over you> He needs to get her trained proper.

Another Day and I Feel Fine II

My bro woke me up early 'cause he swore he saw my cat Max outside. So a false alarm. Oh, that got me in the gut. I thought that fool came back home. Thank God I wasn't fully awake, or I would hate the morning.

I like today. At work we got pizza for being a great team. had to meet with our boss' boss. Also had a lot of calls. That don't matter. My goal is to serve and move on. Even the pissed off people don't make me mad anymore. LOL That's a great feeling. I did have one asshole who thought I should give him a discount. As if I could pull one of those discounts out of the freaking air. Asshole!!!! I ain't mad ROFL!!!!!!!

Working 2 morrow. Usually I HATE Saturdays, but I've been doing this feelgood vibe all week long, so I hope that goes away. I feel so good, I'll do overtime with no muss or fuss.-Next week. ROFL

I Felt great Today

This odd damn thing happened. i actually enjoyed a day at work. ROFL!!! WTF????? What happened to me. i was all miserable and shit. Where did it go. Maybe 'cause it's a full moon, or the fact that I decided to make my own lunch, and have been feasting on salad and pasta for the week. All I know is that people kept calling, and I was like I gotta get back on the line and get stuff done.

Maybe it was the fact that I realized that people who call really need my help, and I'm willing to give that service. The job isn't a burden, I just hate my shift sometimes, and some people are awful to speak with. That's alright. They don't phase me.

Listening to Monica's "The First Night." I love the song. The "Love Hangover" sample is well-used.

The End of Brains

Went to work yesterday. It was typical 'till a co-worker started having a panic attack, and said that shge had dreams of dying horribly abd younbg. She then began to freak out over a guy who was fired two moths ago, who might come back and shoot up the damn building. I'm like why would he shoot you? Wern't yoiu nice to him? On top of that why he come back? She had no answere, but made it an issue to tell the front door that the side door guard wasn't at his post. I'm like is she alright, or is she on her own wavelength. Like her lots as a co-worker, but this other side of her personality is on the sad scary side. Irrational fear can be dangerous. Specially since the danger is in her head.

Went out with another co-worker. We went to Applebees. After one Bahama Mamma, I wanted to more. ordered the steak. It was good. Talked about the job, and the world, and each other. Dinner ended well. Went our seperate ways. I liked going out. We've got to do that more often.

That's my week.

Life is Cool II

Hey, it;s been a good few days. Stopped taking the Clariton-D for a few days. i actually fell to sleep. I am very pleased about that. OD'ed on chocolate chip cookies. LOL. I suppose I found a new drug.

Learned a lot about text messages. i thought I was doing a lot. like 265 mssges sent and recived. A frind did near 1600, and a customer had over 10,000 (I still don't believe that-I didn't see the account, a co-worker claimed it happened). I thought I was doing something. I was doing nothing at all. ROFL

Bought two new cd's. I got Van Hunt (neo soul-ish) and Tweet (R & B). Not bad choices. The musis is mellow for the most part. I feel all relaxed. LOL

Got a customer today who flipped out litterally when I told him he had overage charges. I mean four letter words and the whole nine. Rather than take offense, I smiled (surprised myself, I know-Normally I would have been piseed!). I let his bad moment pass over me. Life was good after that. A co-worker told me somebody got pissed cause she couln't call American Idol from her handset. I was amused the whole day. Amusement has power.

Write More, Write Often

I should write more often. I felt a strong desire to do so. I've written
dozens of thoughts this week. It really makes me feel great to have
creative thoughts going through my head. Placed down a lot of ideas, and I
need to get back to one really rough draft of a potentially good story.
There's not enough time in the day to do all of my endevors. A couple of
frinds also mentioned that they are in the same boat. When does one find
the time to do all that they want to do.

I am so sleepy. Still, the Clariton-D makes me loose sleep, but I can't not
take any allergy meds. I felt so bad without taking something. Sinus
pressure has been terrible of late. I hate that.

I washed my car, because pollen was over it. The next day the pollen was
back. LOL. The car needed washing thoug, and I vacumed the interiors, so
I think I did the rith thing. It's supposed to rain today, so I guess I not
washing it this week-end.

Another Day and I Feel Fine

Can't get away from that damn Michael Jackson trial. Rather than fight it, I turned to Court TV. Saw Nancy Grace last night on CNN. She thinks he's guilty as hell. I don't know, I really did admire MJ for all his musical contributions, but I have always had a great disdain for child abuse. I don 't know what to think about him other than even if he was not guilty, he should have knon it is totally wrong to have a child in his bed. He set himslef up. I think I'll watch the Price is Right now. Less harsh of a story to deal with.

Had three days off from work. Enjoyed it. I'm not ready to go back. ROFL!!!!! I'll go back though. Gotta make that money.

This Is New Day

I've been slacking off. I'm tired and sleepy, and sleep deprived. I'd like to to do something fun and exciting. Something to help me forget my woes, and my damn sinuses.

Went to work the other day and got some escallation calls. I noticed my supervisor doesn't want to take them, but the that's what he's supposed to do, if the cust wants to talk to a supervisor. I get fustrated when he looks at me like he doesn''t want to do his shit. I know escallated calls suck, but damn, it happens.

Got a call from some good friends. One of them I hadn't talked to for over a semester, so it was good to get caught up. Still tired.