Life has placed me through some changes, and thoses changes are somewhat irritating at the moment. As my nosy co-worker changes shifts, I am saddled with a new co-worker. They just pulled this guy from a different dept, and placed him with me. Not to begrudge his opportunities to "advance" (I have to be honest, our job is dead end), but I'm on the apprehensive side about working with him. he's grouchy, blunt, and gets fustrated waaaaay to easy. All I hear is a series of "damn!'s" comming my way, and it's over the simple stuff. Last night he got pissed 'cause someone asked him to do something that was like he used to do in the Shelving Dept. I told him Circulation does a little of everything. That didn't seem to translate too well for him. I think he was insulted.
Hopefully things will get better, and I'll be less cautious around him. Tomorrow, he'll be flying the evening shift solo. I hope he does well. if not, then you'll hear about it in another post. LOL
Saturday, October 23, 2004
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
I Am Tired, But I Move On
I am tired, but tonight is another night. I have to keep up my strenght, so I can get home in one piece. LOL
Some of my students want to quit their jobs. I am dismayed, but these students feel like they are at the short end of the stick. They would like to feel like they are not the source of the library's problems. As a whole, I think we the staff fail them. As an individual, there is only so much I can give, without it getting obnoxious.
Annoyed with one co-worker who may have told all of the students gripe to the big boss. If she'd stop trying to please him, she'd be ok. Keep a few things inside. Really.
Some of my students want to quit their jobs. I am dismayed, but these students feel like they are at the short end of the stick. They would like to feel like they are not the source of the library's problems. As a whole, I think we the staff fail them. As an individual, there is only so much I can give, without it getting obnoxious.
Annoyed with one co-worker who may have told all of the students gripe to the big boss. If she'd stop trying to please him, she'd be ok. Keep a few things inside. Really.
Took a Few Days Off, but Now I'm Back
I am happy to be posting again. Had to take a few days off from work. it helped me get centered again. The lab seems to have printer problems today. E-mailed the boss about that. Now it's a wait and see, when the IT people pop in and handle their biz.
Talked to an old friend, who was really a sweetheart. I miss being around her. She's smart and cool, so it's not a waste of time. We talked, and talked, and had fun.
DGA has their meeting today, but I can't leave the lab, as fun as that may seem, esp. when the computers are breaking down on me. LOL. People will be asking for a lab assitant by name!!!!!
Finished my Flash homework today. I also had to submit a topic for web design. I'll be making a web page in Flash for the rest of the month. Forgot when its due.
Talked to an old friend, who was really a sweetheart. I miss being around her. She's smart and cool, so it's not a waste of time. We talked, and talked, and had fun.
DGA has their meeting today, but I can't leave the lab, as fun as that may seem, esp. when the computers are breaking down on me. LOL. People will be asking for a lab assitant by name!!!!!
Finished my Flash homework today. I also had to submit a topic for web design. I'll be making a web page in Flash for the rest of the month. Forgot when its due.
Thursday, October 14, 2004
It's My Week-End Baby!!!!!
Someone asked me if I knew about bloggers. Of course I did, but I didn't give too much away. Can't have him popping his nose in my spot. LOL He heard some obnoxious blog rumors about something. Didn't know what the name of his game was.
Library brain trust decided it was a good idea to close the 3rd floor, so no one could get to the books, as Special Collections movied their stuff to the new library. Their wise and great decision was for Circulation Staff should retireve the books people need. These students only need to research books for their papers. That means at least ten books minimum. There are only 2 staffers at night. The librian at his desk, didn't seem like he was getting off of nothing. Kinda leaves that bitter taste in my mouth.
Well, I'm taking a few days off. So they can move 'till their hearts con'tent. I won;t be here. LOL I suppose it won't be an efficent idea when the brain trust has to do the legwork. Dummies.
Library brain trust decided it was a good idea to close the 3rd floor, so no one could get to the books, as Special Collections movied their stuff to the new library. Their wise and great decision was for Circulation Staff should retireve the books people need. These students only need to research books for their papers. That means at least ten books minimum. There are only 2 staffers at night. The librian at his desk, didn't seem like he was getting off of nothing. Kinda leaves that bitter taste in my mouth.
Well, I'm taking a few days off. So they can move 'till their hearts con'tent. I won;t be here. LOL I suppose it won't be an efficent idea when the brain trust has to do the legwork. Dummies.
It's Thursday
I love Thursdays. I live for Thursdays. Why? "cause I get to sleep late on Fridays. LOL. I have extra energy on Thursdays 'cause I know I have all this free time tomorrow. Ususaly I designate Friday as the day to work on my graduate portfolio. I will do that, and some grocery shopping.
Later this month, I need to buy some shoes. I had these current ones too long. They're comfortable, but they gotta go as my daily foot wear. Gotta get some new hats. The ones I have are on the tired side. That means it's time for some new ones.
I have a Flsh project I ned to do this week-end. i also have a Quark project to complete. Hopefully I'll get it all done.
Spent about 7 mins. Outside. It's nice and warm out there. Earlier it was chilly. It's like living in Orlando again. Nice and warm in the sun. Good and freezing at night. LOL At least in the fall/winter times.
Later this month, I need to buy some shoes. I had these current ones too long. They're comfortable, but they gotta go as my daily foot wear. Gotta get some new hats. The ones I have are on the tired side. That means it's time for some new ones.
I have a Flsh project I ned to do this week-end. i also have a Quark project to complete. Hopefully I'll get it all done.
Spent about 7 mins. Outside. It's nice and warm out there. Earlier it was chilly. It's like living in Orlando again. Nice and warm in the sun. Good and freezing at night. LOL At least in the fall/winter times.
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
Man Do These Projects Get Ya
The animated poem is done, and I hated it last night. Took the file with me to the lab, and redid the thing frames at a time. A lot of copy/paste action, which extended the time proper. Got the music timed with the stop and start buttons. I felt good about that. LOL
I'm beat. I'm ready for bed. Just had to share my completetion. # days of work on one poem.
I'm beat. I'm ready for bed. Just had to share my completetion. # days of work on one poem.
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
Almost Time for a Nap
nearly fell asleep in the lab again. LOL I walked out to take a breather. it did some good. You know when I get home, I'm taking a nap. I need some sleep. At least 30 mins of it.
I get silly when I don't get enough rest, and this Flash project needs to be completed tonight, so i guess I'll make myself stay awake tonight.
I get silly when I don't get enough rest, and this Flash project needs to be completed tonight, so i guess I'll make myself stay awake tonight.
Busy, Busy, Busy, and Tired of it Too.
Man, I have an animated poem to complete. it took me all day to figure out I could animate each staza seperately, and import them into the title page. I felt such great relief to get one part of the material done.
Now, I have to put the ActionScript fuctions on the Flash movie tonight. I also have to add some music to my poem. This will keep me busy unto the wee hours, but I will get it done. All that will be left for Wedbesday, is to tweak the project, and turn it in. Gotta love hard work.
Had to help co-worker with letter to the students concerning behavior at the desk. Don't know if it helps, but tweaking the letter to praise their good work in addition to any problems we may have with them seemed like the right thing to do. I didn't want the letter to seem like we're blaming students for all that goes wrong at the desk.
Gotta go back 2 work. Gotta lab to run, for now.
Now, I have to put the ActionScript fuctions on the Flash movie tonight. I also have to add some music to my poem. This will keep me busy unto the wee hours, but I will get it done. All that will be left for Wedbesday, is to tweak the project, and turn it in. Gotta love hard work.
Had to help co-worker with letter to the students concerning behavior at the desk. Don't know if it helps, but tweaking the letter to praise their good work in addition to any problems we may have with them seemed like the right thing to do. I didn't want the letter to seem like we're blaming students for all that goes wrong at the desk.
Gotta go back 2 work. Gotta lab to run, for now.
Sunday, October 10, 2004
Today is OK
Did my best to be up on time, which I was. Got to the library with ten mins to spare. I'm pleased with that. I am not pleased with the sinus pressure I've been feeling of late. My head hurts like crazy. I don't want the pain. Whne does my relief come in? I'm being a big baby, of course, so I suppose the time will fly.
My brother mentioned how he hates working on Sundays, but I've done it so long. it's a standard. It's not as busy, sometimes more annoying than not, and I feel a little worn down due to my busy scheldue.
I feel like I want to go home though. I'm requesting a couple days off today. Why not, I'm going to need it. I do have the hours to use, so it's not all that terrible.
My brother mentioned how he hates working on Sundays, but I've done it so long. it's a standard. It's not as busy, sometimes more annoying than not, and I feel a little worn down due to my busy scheldue.
I feel like I want to go home though. I'm requesting a couple days off today. Why not, I'm going to need it. I do have the hours to use, so it's not all that terrible.
Saturday, October 09, 2004
ActionScript is a Killer
I'm at the lab, doing what I do best, taking a break from ActionScript. LOL. I like Flash, but these lessons are on the rough side sometimes, and I need a break after each one. I think I'll go to my car, find some loose change, and get some chips. I need something to eat. Perhaps a burger or salad. Whichever one comes to mind when I leave.
I'm having a swell Saturday, since it's been non silly today. Yesterday I helped my mom with her flower beds. She bouth a head of kale, and some mulch, as well as some other flowers I forgot, but they were colorful, and pretty. She also bought some large pots so she could get some of her older plants transferred to a bigger pot. I had to use the hammer to breake the pot out of the original pot. That thing was nearly all root in there. To soften the dirt, I poured water all on the roots, then we transfered that sucker to the big pot. She added more dirt, and i poked the roots to get it to release the dirt it clung to. Ot was a struggle, but I got it done.
The mulch is red, and I wiped my brow, 'cause I was sweaty. My bro said it looked like I was bleading. I had to laugh. The sun, and gardening can be tough, but it was well worth it.
Well, it's back to the final part of chapter 12. Wish me luck (At least it's done before Monday.
I'm having a swell Saturday, since it's been non silly today. Yesterday I helped my mom with her flower beds. She bouth a head of kale, and some mulch, as well as some other flowers I forgot, but they were colorful, and pretty. She also bought some large pots so she could get some of her older plants transferred to a bigger pot. I had to use the hammer to breake the pot out of the original pot. That thing was nearly all root in there. To soften the dirt, I poured water all on the roots, then we transfered that sucker to the big pot. She added more dirt, and i poked the roots to get it to release the dirt it clung to. Ot was a struggle, but I got it done.
The mulch is red, and I wiped my brow, 'cause I was sweaty. My bro said it looked like I was bleading. I had to laugh. The sun, and gardening can be tough, but it was well worth it.
Well, it's back to the final part of chapter 12. Wish me luck (At least it's done before Monday.
Thursday, October 07, 2004
Quark Drama & Other Tales
Of course, I got up, rolled out of bed, and went to my Quark (page layout software) class. Let me start by saying this program is very fustranting, in that getting the nuances down can feel impossible sometimes. Mel didn't come to class today, so i had no one to bounce solutions off. On top of that the Instructor was busy helping other students. Arrrrrgh! Excuse my Charlie Brown moment. This software is my Lucy with a football.
My co-worker saw me looking at bloggs. She was all nosy and shit. I kept it minimal, and didn't explain myself further. She's gonna get up all in the biz, if I let her. I may have to lay low with the entries. I do not like people all in my shit, especially when it doesn't concern them. I'm not writing about her... this time *wink*. LOL
I'm so sleepy, I'm gonna take another five min break outside to get some fresh air. I could fall to sleep at the terminal.
My co-worker saw me looking at bloggs. She was all nosy and shit. I kept it minimal, and didn't explain myself further. She's gonna get up all in the biz, if I let her. I may have to lay low with the entries. I do not like people all in my shit, especially when it doesn't concern them. I'm not writing about her... this time *wink*. LOL
I'm so sleepy, I'm gonna take another five min break outside to get some fresh air. I could fall to sleep at the terminal.
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
Identity Crisis
Here's this funny thing. Some people have been approaching me like they think I'm not a black man. Some people think I'm middle eastern, or at least foreign. I didn't think my look was so international. For the record I am black, born and raised in the US.
It's gotten people all curious and shit. Approaching me with a lot of questions, like "where I'm from" and stuff. It's not a terrible thing at all. I just noticed it more. Of course, I got some disparaging remarks from some people. Fuck 'em. LOL. Only the sensible people count.
It's gotten people all curious and shit. Approaching me with a lot of questions, like "where I'm from" and stuff. It's not a terrible thing at all. I just noticed it more. Of course, I got some disparaging remarks from some people. Fuck 'em. LOL. Only the sensible people count.
It's Like That Now?
I am so tired. As susal, get up, open lab, finish Flas homework. I got fustrated with the "own my own" assignment. It made no sense, or I made no sense of it. I need to rest. that's why me poo brain ain't fuctioning. Other than that it's been pretty much straihgt forward of a day. listening to Toni Braxton this morning. She's ok. I love her music. That's cool.
The lab was empty for a while, but now there is one extra person here to do their work.
It was cold this morning. The past couple of days have been filled with fog in the morning and night. Today was just cold. I should of had a cup of coffie with me this moning. LOL. It was just so intense. Forgot to take my Claritn, and I know that was a big mistake. All I can say is that my sinuses are a bear to deal this. I need to get back into that game. I could place the box in my book bag.
Hopefully when I got to the library, all things will be calm and smooth. We're having a prblem with our students bringing guests to the desk. I asked them to excuse themselves before my supervisor gets involved. it went into one ear, and out the other. It's up to them, wheter they want things the easy way, or the hard way.
When i get home, I'm grabbing a bite to eat, then I'm taking a nap. Then it's to the library.
The lab was empty for a while, but now there is one extra person here to do their work.
It was cold this morning. The past couple of days have been filled with fog in the morning and night. Today was just cold. I should of had a cup of coffie with me this moning. LOL. It was just so intense. Forgot to take my Claritn, and I know that was a big mistake. All I can say is that my sinuses are a bear to deal this. I need to get back into that game. I could place the box in my book bag.
Hopefully when I got to the library, all things will be calm and smooth. We're having a prblem with our students bringing guests to the desk. I asked them to excuse themselves before my supervisor gets involved. it went into one ear, and out the other. It's up to them, wheter they want things the easy way, or the hard way.
When i get home, I'm grabbing a bite to eat, then I'm taking a nap. Then it's to the library.
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Up To my Eyeballs in Homework
Brought my laptop to class today, so I could finish my homework during my break. To my surprise, none of the outlets would accept my adapter. While working on my homework, my batteries died. I was so shocked. I was desperate, but had to wait to find a decent outlet. That pissed me off. I charged my batteries when I got home. Took a 30 min nap, and got up for work. Ate a cheeseburger in the car. It had too much mustard and ketchup on it. Waited in the lot for about 30 mins (so the meter maid wouldn't give me a freaking ticket (I was told as long as you're in your car, the college doesn't consider you "parked" and the lot isn't free 'til 4:00 PM. Get there early, or get no free parking)
Got to chapter 11 in my Flash book. "ActionScript Basics and Behaviors" is a LONG chapter. It's also pain staking. I have went through a couple of exercises at least twice. I still got a lot to finish. it's getting to an obnoxious state right now. I'll finish the last parts of the chapter tomorrow. I'm tired. This is rough.
Work has been insane. Last night, a couple was having sex in the basement bathrooms. The cleaning lady found them moaning and groaning. She thought the girl was having a rough bowel movement, until she realized there were two people in the damn stall. She said she was done cleaining for the night. I don't blame her. Not what I'd want to walk into. When i saw her this evening, i told her if she felt uncomfortable, she can call Public Saftey. She agreed she'll do that if the occasion happens again. Those bathrooms are insanely nasty. How could they do it in there. Differnt strokes for different folks (literally).
Today and yesterday, the rocks and minerals have been popular items of late. The supplies were limited, so we ran out quickly. One girl asked me, "what was she supposed to do" when i told her the supplies were out. I was like she should know better. have a test, come a week earlier, 'cause the supply can't meet demand. it happens every semester. People are looking at me like I'm supposed to supply them with all they need. The geology dept needs to give us more samples to give to students. This place is insane. It's been noisy as hell this week. I don't like that. I can't concerntrate like I need to. It just becomes sad, and unworthy.
Got some ideas for a new story, in my desire to write. It's on the back burner 'till I get some of work out of the way. Ahh, to be creative, and one being. I need to go to bed soon.
Oh, I talked to the grad school of my choice today. They're liking my GPA. i'm so pleased. I feel good tonight.
Be well.
Got to chapter 11 in my Flash book. "ActionScript Basics and Behaviors" is a LONG chapter. It's also pain staking. I have went through a couple of exercises at least twice. I still got a lot to finish. it's getting to an obnoxious state right now. I'll finish the last parts of the chapter tomorrow. I'm tired. This is rough.
Work has been insane. Last night, a couple was having sex in the basement bathrooms. The cleaning lady found them moaning and groaning. She thought the girl was having a rough bowel movement, until she realized there were two people in the damn stall. She said she was done cleaining for the night. I don't blame her. Not what I'd want to walk into. When i saw her this evening, i told her if she felt uncomfortable, she can call Public Saftey. She agreed she'll do that if the occasion happens again. Those bathrooms are insanely nasty. How could they do it in there. Differnt strokes for different folks (literally).
Today and yesterday, the rocks and minerals have been popular items of late. The supplies were limited, so we ran out quickly. One girl asked me, "what was she supposed to do" when i told her the supplies were out. I was like she should know better. have a test, come a week earlier, 'cause the supply can't meet demand. it happens every semester. People are looking at me like I'm supposed to supply them with all they need. The geology dept needs to give us more samples to give to students. This place is insane. It's been noisy as hell this week. I don't like that. I can't concerntrate like I need to. It just becomes sad, and unworthy.
Got some ideas for a new story, in my desire to write. It's on the back burner 'till I get some of work out of the way. Ahh, to be creative, and one being. I need to go to bed soon.
Oh, I talked to the grad school of my choice today. They're liking my GPA. i'm so pleased. I feel good tonight.
Be well.
Sunday, October 03, 2004
It's a crazy day. I want to go home.
Walked into work all things were fine, until I missed an e-mail requesting a few things get done. D'oh. Did them, just later than usual. it rained for a few moments, complete with booming thunder. What?
Students holding fome politcal rally, complete with LOUD music and whoops. It looked like a frat party for about five minutes. God, I know this'll look bad.
Lousy other dept tried to steal an account away from us. It was a lowbrow plan. A weak plan. It didn't work. I'll fill that in later.
Got an override for a class I wanted. I'm about to write the professor back. I needed to write down some of the day, since chaos has found me. That sucks royaly.
Last night watch "Return of the Jedi" on DVD. The added effects/scenes weren't terrible, but I prefered the older version. Darth Vader is still the coolest villain around. LOL
Tonight I'm relaxing, and tomorrow moring I will finish the last components of my Flash homework. I hear chapter 11 is a bear to complete. It may take me two whole days. Awww man.
Students holding fome politcal rally, complete with LOUD music and whoops. It looked like a frat party for about five minutes. God, I know this'll look bad.
Lousy other dept tried to steal an account away from us. It was a lowbrow plan. A weak plan. It didn't work. I'll fill that in later.
Got an override for a class I wanted. I'm about to write the professor back. I needed to write down some of the day, since chaos has found me. That sucks royaly.
Last night watch "Return of the Jedi" on DVD. The added effects/scenes weren't terrible, but I prefered the older version. Darth Vader is still the coolest villain around. LOL
Tonight I'm relaxing, and tomorrow moring I will finish the last components of my Flash homework. I hear chapter 11 is a bear to complete. It may take me two whole days. Awww man.
Saturday, October 02, 2004
I'm still here
I had a restfull week-end that started with Friday. I was tired. Bone tired. I need a week worth of vacation time. I just don't have the energy proper. I'm pleased I'm not at my limits in od'ing things, but damn. I may have to find a way to get some sleep in.
Yesterday was my birthday. I just layed low. I love b-days, but like I said, I'm pooped. I did want to buy a new DVD this week-end, but I paid most of my bills. All the money seemed to come directly from my account like last night. LOL. One account has $23.00, and I'm sure my Earthlink account will take all but two of those dollars. The other account, I'm waiting for them to cash that check, so I'm not touching to much of that, although I should have $60.00 to spend as I please.
I filled my tank, and that cost me $20.00. Man that's heavy.
I have no idea what's for dinner, but I know I have to do something. Decisions, decisions.
Yesterday was my birthday. I just layed low. I love b-days, but like I said, I'm pooped. I did want to buy a new DVD this week-end, but I paid most of my bills. All the money seemed to come directly from my account like last night. LOL. One account has $23.00, and I'm sure my Earthlink account will take all but two of those dollars. The other account, I'm waiting for them to cash that check, so I'm not touching to much of that, although I should have $60.00 to spend as I please.
I filled my tank, and that cost me $20.00. Man that's heavy.
I have no idea what's for dinner, but I know I have to do something. Decisions, decisions.
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Rolled Outta Bed This Morning
I was so tired. i couldn't get up. I rolled out of bed, fed my cat, freshened up, and came to open the computer lab. Man, I got to get some rest this week, 'for I fall out from exaustion. Maybe I'll sleep this week-end extra long. LOL
Havre to create an animated poem, so that's gonna be in my head for a while. I need to get that ball rolling so I can turn in a decent project. I'm enjoying the Flash class immensely. I think it's great. I hope to learn more and more.
Havre to create an animated poem, so that's gonna be in my head for a while. I need to get that ball rolling so I can turn in a decent project. I'm enjoying the Flash class immensely. I think it's great. I hope to learn more and more.
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Adventures in Homework
Spent some time getting the assignments for my Flash class done. Earlier, I was so sleepy, it was ridiculous. I really felt like I was going to fall alseep. I got a latte, which woked some. Sinuses acted up agin. I hate that, but sometimes you gotta go through the ish.
I hope to go tobed when I get home. Last night I stayed up longer than I should have. I feel good tonight, so I can at least be happy. Saved a dollar. This is funny, but I didn't know I had it. I pout it in the pocket of a shirt I just pulled out of closet. It's been there since spring. LOL I thought that was cool.
I hope to go tobed when I get home. Last night I stayed up longer than I should have. I feel good tonight, so I can at least be happy. Saved a dollar. This is funny, but I didn't know I had it. I pout it in the pocket of a shirt I just pulled out of closet. It's been there since spring. LOL I thought that was cool.
Monday, September 27, 2004
Back into the game
Did my homework this morning. Had an open lab to work in, so there was no distraction. The weather's pretty awful, as it rains and rains. More fallout from TS Jeanne. I think she's a trpical storm, and no longer a hurricane. It makes the weather awful. I hate driving in bad weather. Too many accidents can happen. You know?
Went to ork, and found all the software stripped off of the computer. I'll have to ask if it is ok to put it back on, since I was working with Dreamweaver to make a webpage for our students. I'm supposing there is an e-mail for me today about this. if not I'll go to my supervisor and ask him directly.
Got a mandate today that my students need to stop having friends at the desk. I warned them to limit their time, and to police themselves. Now that I have gotten complaints, I have to enforce a policy. I'm not worried. I feel i was fair, and gave ample warning.
Told Mom I'd take her to Starbucks, since she wants to try their drinks. She tried some other place and complained about the taste of their coffee. Such is live.
Be well.
Went to ork, and found all the software stripped off of the computer. I'll have to ask if it is ok to put it back on, since I was working with Dreamweaver to make a webpage for our students. I'm supposing there is an e-mail for me today about this. if not I'll go to my supervisor and ask him directly.
Got a mandate today that my students need to stop having friends at the desk. I warned them to limit their time, and to police themselves. Now that I have gotten complaints, I have to enforce a policy. I'm not worried. I feel i was fair, and gave ample warning.
Told Mom I'd take her to Starbucks, since she wants to try their drinks. She tried some other place and complained about the taste of their coffee. Such is live.
Be well.
Sunday, September 26, 2004
I Got Sick, and A Storm Arises
I suppose I could say my cat ate my posts, but that didn't sound right either. A few days ago, I got sinus problems bad. I took Tavis. Of course it make me sleepy, and weak. I felt awful. I had no strenght. I went home, and slept. Felt slightly better the next day.
Worked on my portfolio this week-end. Got a lot of the spelling errors out. I'm proud of that. LOL. There were so many. I'm pleased with that.
Need to e-mail a couple of friends to see how they're doing. I don't want to be a tardy friend.
I feel a chage going on. I can't define it proper, but I know something's on the horizon for me. Call it instinct, but I'm feeling it.
Worked on my portfolio this week-end. Got a lot of the spelling errors out. I'm proud of that. LOL. There were so many. I'm pleased with that.
Need to e-mail a couple of friends to see how they're doing. I don't want to be a tardy friend.
I feel a chage going on. I can't define it proper, but I know something's on the horizon for me. Call it instinct, but I'm feeling it.
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Look Busy Everyone
Sinus attacks me, leaving in a stae of pain, as my face is lit with lotsa pain. Re-wrote a short story to keep myself awake last night. Tonight is homework night. All I have to do is prepare a logo to be animated, which meas design it tonight.
Sunday, September 19, 2004
Tried the Vanilla Bean Today-Not Bad
Today is an ok day. Outside feels great. It's the right amont of sun and cool. Breezes are wonderful. Not a trace of Charleston's legendary humidity in sight. I hope I'm not jinxing it, but it's sooooo good. I almost want to work outside. LOL That's not possible today. Met a friend who was sick. That sucks, on a loveley day, no less. She will get better. Another friend keeps sending me chail letters, via e-mail. I hate chain letters, and will have to ask her to stop it, unless I block her from my account, which I don't want to do she's a good friend. Reson should prevail.
E-mailed another friend, to keep in contact with her. Worry a little too much about this one. I suppose that's what friends do, want to know how well each other are doing. It's one of those deals. She'll be fine.
Was supposed to do HW now, but I hate starting up sometimes, esecially when I know I can do this tonight, and tomorrow moring, as I have a lot of free computer time. I'd like to hang and chill for a while, and tonight, get down to business.
Added some songs to my library. These came from my cd collection, to my iTunes, so now I can listen to a lot of song s without having to changes the cd's out, over and over. I tell ya, I'm getting plenty of mileage out of my laptop. It's a good thing too.
Song of The Day: "Deeper and Deeper" by Madonna. Why: It's one of the may songs in my library, and it's the one that grabbed my ears. I wanna hear it again.
E-mailed another friend, to keep in contact with her. Worry a little too much about this one. I suppose that's what friends do, want to know how well each other are doing. It's one of those deals. She'll be fine.
Was supposed to do HW now, but I hate starting up sometimes, esecially when I know I can do this tonight, and tomorrow moring, as I have a lot of free computer time. I'd like to hang and chill for a while, and tonight, get down to business.
Added some songs to my library. These came from my cd collection, to my iTunes, so now I can listen to a lot of song s without having to changes the cd's out, over and over. I tell ya, I'm getting plenty of mileage out of my laptop. It's a good thing too.
Song of The Day: "Deeper and Deeper" by Madonna. Why: It's one of the may songs in my library, and it's the one that grabbed my ears. I wanna hear it again.
Saturday, September 18, 2004
Blah Day
I did mmy ususal: Computer lab, and cleaned the bathroom. It needed some cleaing. Nothing's better that a clean bathroom, next to a clean kitchen. I need to clean my room now. LOL Gotta go rest my nerves.
Thursday, September 16, 2004
I Am an Imaginary Man
Yesterday my ex-coworkers told everyone at the party that only her REAL friends showed up, so the rest don't matter. I suppose she was trying to invalidate Circ staff's existance. Perhaps it's necessary, as she enters a new chapter of her life. She's so full of shit. LOL I had to mention that. I suppose I don't exisit, so I'm a figment of my own imagination. LOL Whatever the case may be, hopefully this will be the last adventure about her.
Work was ok after that. I did a lot of processing, and corrected some other processing too. Got a java chip from Starbucks. I got the biggest one, which I should not have, sinc eht edamn thing was nearly too much. Ordered general Tso's chicked from chineses resturant for lunch. At the egroll, some of the chicken and rice. Will eat the rest today.
Have a strong feeling that I will be very succesfull at graduate school. I have a strong feeling all around. I feel blessed to be in this moment, and I am grateful for my good fortune.
Work was ok after that. I did a lot of processing, and corrected some other processing too. Got a java chip from Starbucks. I got the biggest one, which I should not have, sinc eht edamn thing was nearly too much. Ordered general Tso's chicked from chineses resturant for lunch. At the egroll, some of the chicken and rice. Will eat the rest today.
Have a strong feeling that I will be very succesfull at graduate school. I have a strong feeling all around. I feel blessed to be in this moment, and I am grateful for my good fortune.
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Paid a Visit By Those Who Reside In Loserland
As if I don't have enough on my plate, I'm tired, want some caffine, and don't feel like dealing with other people. here comes my co-worker's "retirment" party. She isn't going anywhere, mind you. Her status is changing from full-time to part time. I'm hearing her talk about the Lord in her life has made things good, and her paving the way for other people at the college. If she were being sentimental, I'd chalk it up to a good thing. Too melodramtic, but good. However, what she says is in complete contrast to her actions and personality.
The co-worker is one of the most rudest, inconsiderate, digusting person I have ever worked with. Not ony did she abuse her co-workers, and her authority, she had no respect for anyone. She belched and farted in front of people, anytime she liked. She used the students as personal sevrants, and no one in the administration seemed to care, or notice. Now everyone is supposed to be happy because she's retiring? She's not going anywhere she'll be working on the week-ends. Oh, God, I'm gonna have to see her nasty ass on the week-ends? That's not cool with me. I have business to conduct, not to hear her fart and belch. As this trail blaser she claimed to be, she set many people back, by lying, cheating, putting her shit on others. I don't think that anyone needs to pretend they're something they are not. Well damn, ain't she a regular Harriet Tubman for all her hard work and dedication.
One the good note, I won't be able to make her party, and hear her acceptance speech for her Academy Award for best "Asshole in the Postion of Authority."
The co-worker is one of the most rudest, inconsiderate, digusting person I have ever worked with. Not ony did she abuse her co-workers, and her authority, she had no respect for anyone. She belched and farted in front of people, anytime she liked. She used the students as personal sevrants, and no one in the administration seemed to care, or notice. Now everyone is supposed to be happy because she's retiring? She's not going anywhere she'll be working on the week-ends. Oh, God, I'm gonna have to see her nasty ass on the week-ends? That's not cool with me. I have business to conduct, not to hear her fart and belch. As this trail blaser she claimed to be, she set many people back, by lying, cheating, putting her shit on others. I don't think that anyone needs to pretend they're something they are not. Well damn, ain't she a regular Harriet Tubman for all her hard work and dedication.
One the good note, I won't be able to make her party, and hear her acceptance speech for her Academy Award for best "Asshole in the Postion of Authority."
Monday, September 13, 2004
Hello, It's another workday
Went to work, no biggie. It was all blah, and blah. The ususal. The public saftey officer appears to have a cold. I'm not to much of a germphobe, but I don't want a nasty cold.
Today must be game day. Everyone wanted validation stickers. One person wanted the sticker, but had no card. Damn! What was I to validate. I guess logic fails when one is in the middle of a single-minded goal.
No class today, but I turned in my homework electronicly. Man, sometime its crazy to do all that work, espically since I was loafing when I did it. I could have finished earlier. I do have a weekend project to finish, so it's gonna be busy this week-end.
Worked on my portfolio, only to find out that some of my files were corrupted. Talk about pissed!!!!!! When I get free time, I have to check my laptop, to see if I have a copy of the files that got screwed up.
Tomorrow is my class day. The class is a little dry at the beginning, 'cause I'm taking baby steps. I'm passing the class, so I better not complain too much. Things have a way of changing on you unexpectedly.
Today must be game day. Everyone wanted validation stickers. One person wanted the sticker, but had no card. Damn! What was I to validate. I guess logic fails when one is in the middle of a single-minded goal.
No class today, but I turned in my homework electronicly. Man, sometime its crazy to do all that work, espically since I was loafing when I did it. I could have finished earlier. I do have a weekend project to finish, so it's gonna be busy this week-end.
Worked on my portfolio, only to find out that some of my files were corrupted. Talk about pissed!!!!!! When I get free time, I have to check my laptop, to see if I have a copy of the files that got screwed up.
Tomorrow is my class day. The class is a little dry at the beginning, 'cause I'm taking baby steps. I'm passing the class, so I better not complain too much. Things have a way of changing on you unexpectedly.
Saturday, September 11, 2004
No Latte's in The Immidate Future, as I am Broke.
No doubt about it, I can't budget to save my soul. I'm not crazy about that, seeing how I really want to save some money for my future. here is my goal until the end of the year. To say $25.00 from each paycheck. This is "no touch" money. I'll have to do this in order to have something for myself. The money will be used for my future graduate expenses, which will skyrocket one I start grad school. LOL I'm praying on this one, cause this is for my future, and I do want to succed at saving something, even if it's not that big of an amount, but the ened of the year.
Got a great dose of office politics to last 'till then end of the semester. As one retiree wants a party, the fact remains that she's not leaving. She's changing her status. All the years I've known her, she's not been the nicest person. She's been rude, dissrespctful, and digusting many of times. For the sake of not having to fight with her, people ignored her, but the admin want people to act like this is one happy occasion. Some people aren't feeling that, and have outright said they ain't pretending anymore, which I can respect. This has the potential to get ugly, because the admin acts like they don't know a thing about the hostility, and want to wax over things. We'll have to see.
Heard from a couple of friends I haven't seen in a long while, which is great. I love catching up. One friend, I sent an e-mail to, on the lark. Lo and behold, he responded. Good to hear from peeps, even if they are on the other side of the US. LOL. E-mail shortens the distance.
Worked more on my portfolio. I needed to get things done, so I managed to make some real corrections to the web pages. Designed, and printed out a cd booklett for the portfolio. I'm also using it as a portfolio piece, since it was a hot design. I promised myself three pages of a short story, so I'm off to do that. Tomorrow is homework day, so I better get cracking. LOL
Peace All,
Got a great dose of office politics to last 'till then end of the semester. As one retiree wants a party, the fact remains that she's not leaving. She's changing her status. All the years I've known her, she's not been the nicest person. She's been rude, dissrespctful, and digusting many of times. For the sake of not having to fight with her, people ignored her, but the admin want people to act like this is one happy occasion. Some people aren't feeling that, and have outright said they ain't pretending anymore, which I can respect. This has the potential to get ugly, because the admin acts like they don't know a thing about the hostility, and want to wax over things. We'll have to see.
Heard from a couple of friends I haven't seen in a long while, which is great. I love catching up. One friend, I sent an e-mail to, on the lark. Lo and behold, he responded. Good to hear from peeps, even if they are on the other side of the US. LOL. E-mail shortens the distance.
Worked more on my portfolio. I needed to get things done, so I managed to make some real corrections to the web pages. Designed, and printed out a cd booklett for the portfolio. I'm also using it as a portfolio piece, since it was a hot design. I promised myself three pages of a short story, so I'm off to do that. Tomorrow is homework day, so I better get cracking. LOL
Peace All,
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
Running my mouth
Met an old student who is doing quit successful. I'm very proud of her. She's in a master's program, so I know she's doing some hard work.
I'll be doing grad school soon, so I look forward to the challenge. Graphic Design will be all the challenge I need. LOL
Other than that, I'm playing catch up. I need to go process some things, which I may do later this night.
I'll be doing grad school soon, so I look forward to the challenge. Graphic Design will be all the challenge I need. LOL
Other than that, I'm playing catch up. I need to go process some things, which I may do later this night.
No More Latte's (At Least Not When I Get Up Early)
Hi all,
Drank a Vanallia Latte (grande), and it kept me up all night. That's not what I need, when I have to get up early. I'm so sorry I did that. I was wide open, LOL I also got up an hour earlier than I needed to. I'm just a bundle of energy. I've banned the Latte's from any day that I have to awaken, like early. I, however, will not say "no" to the Java Chip. it's good, and doesn't keep me awake.
Today I have a quiz to take. I should do fine. Did all my homework last night, so I don't have to panic about things being in on time. LOL. I'm such a worrier, for nothing. I do the work. The beginning of the semester always has a slow climb to comfort.
What I'm Listening To: "Naughty Girl" by Beyonce. Every now and then, it's good to hear the song.
Drank a Vanallia Latte (grande), and it kept me up all night. That's not what I need, when I have to get up early. I'm so sorry I did that. I was wide open, LOL I also got up an hour earlier than I needed to. I'm just a bundle of energy. I've banned the Latte's from any day that I have to awaken, like early. I, however, will not say "no" to the Java Chip. it's good, and doesn't keep me awake.
Today I have a quiz to take. I should do fine. Did all my homework last night, so I don't have to panic about things being in on time. LOL. I'm such a worrier, for nothing. I do the work. The beginning of the semester always has a slow climb to comfort.
What I'm Listening To: "Naughty Girl" by Beyonce. Every now and then, it's good to hear the song.
Monday, September 06, 2004
Life is Good
Hello all,
Last night I suffered a nasty migrane that spoiled my otherwise good day. I went to work, with no hitch, and then outta nowhere this migrane blasts me. At work there was no asprin or motrin to be found, so I had to wait. Once I got home, I thought I could sleep it off. I was wrong. I took some asprin, and eventually the pain went away.
I slept late today, and tomorrow I have classes, so what fun I had is done. It rained so bad today that it made me nervous to drive. It was one of those days where I wished I waited out the storm. I hate driving in poor conditions.
Last night I suffered a nasty migrane that spoiled my otherwise good day. I went to work, with no hitch, and then outta nowhere this migrane blasts me. At work there was no asprin or motrin to be found, so I had to wait. Once I got home, I thought I could sleep it off. I was wrong. I took some asprin, and eventually the pain went away.
I slept late today, and tomorrow I have classes, so what fun I had is done. It rained so bad today that it made me nervous to drive. It was one of those days where I wished I waited out the storm. I hate driving in poor conditions.
Thursday, September 02, 2004
Craving Things
Desire's but a word some use to hold onto the intangible.
What is real these days?
Is it the money, we need to survive?
Perhaps the passion I feel when I fell in love?
When my world crumbled, and no day seemed worth my time.
No repairs to my heart or home was worth the tears that stained my cheeks,
and proved that love was a lie.
How can I hold onto, what has eluded me?
Mystified me?
Made a fool of me for believing?
And not wanting to be alone.
What is real these days?
Is it the money, we need to survive?
Perhaps the passion I feel when I fell in love?
When my world crumbled, and no day seemed worth my time.
No repairs to my heart or home was worth the tears that stained my cheeks,
and proved that love was a lie.
How can I hold onto, what has eluded me?
Mystified me?
Made a fool of me for believing?
And not wanting to be alone.
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
Last Night Was a Java Chip Night
Hello there. Opened the lab with no muss or fuss about anything. I need to start bringing my cd player, so I can listen to some music, since the comps in here don't have music features. Finished my Flash homework last night. Got some basic stuff done, and came up with some cool designs. I'll have to use those a little later somewhere.
I have to give props to the Circ staff at work, since no one else wants to. We're working hard, and we've come across some very irrational thoughts of late by the mnagement. I won't bang my head against the wall, but when a staff supports each other, we get the best support.
A good friend got me a night light for my bedroom. Intitally the batteries wernt so good in them, but once I put the Duracell in them, the damn thing nearly lit the whole room. It was perfect. Of course, I tried to sleep, but the java chip (venti-sized) kept me stoked up to this moring. I don't know how many hors of sleep I got. i'm wide eyed today though.
I am please I sent off my application to graduate school. Although it will take time, like 5 months for me to complete the rest of my work, I say things are looking great. I feel great about this venture. It will be fruitful.
Peace
I have to give props to the Circ staff at work, since no one else wants to. We're working hard, and we've come across some very irrational thoughts of late by the mnagement. I won't bang my head against the wall, but when a staff supports each other, we get the best support.
A good friend got me a night light for my bedroom. Intitally the batteries wernt so good in them, but once I put the Duracell in them, the damn thing nearly lit the whole room. It was perfect. Of course, I tried to sleep, but the java chip (venti-sized) kept me stoked up to this moring. I don't know how many hors of sleep I got. i'm wide eyed today though.
I am please I sent off my application to graduate school. Although it will take time, like 5 months for me to complete the rest of my work, I say things are looking great. I feel great about this venture. It will be fruitful.
Peace
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
Grad School plans are set in motion!
I mailed off my graduate application, paid the processing fee, and sent my statement of purpose & resume with it. Now all I have to do is get my transcripts in order, and get that portfolio done. I'm king of the world. LOL
Seriously, I feel great. Thank goodness that I have an opportunity to get going in a positive direction. Thank God. Life is good. :-)
Seriously, I feel great. Thank goodness that I have an opportunity to get going in a positive direction. Thank God. Life is good. :-)
Monday, August 30, 2004
After The Storm
Charleston got a hit from Gaston, the latest tropical storm. It came earlier than the weather men predicted, and before I knew it, I had no phone line, and no power. It was one big ole mess. To top it off, people wanted me to show up to the job. LOL Like a nasty tropical storm knocking down powerlines, trees, and branches won't totaly block the highway, not to mention the wind and rain obscuring my vision, and possibly tossing my car around.
Needles to say I was unavailable for work. There's another hurricane on the way. It looks like it could pop up at SC. So I guess I better prepare this week-end for some more storming. Damn. I wanted a laxed week-end. One without storm pains and sufferings. I suppose I can't have everything I want. I am very thankful that my home, family, and self were unharmed.
Needles to say I was unavailable for work. There's another hurricane on the way. It looks like it could pop up at SC. So I guess I better prepare this week-end for some more storming. Damn. I wanted a laxed week-end. One without storm pains and sufferings. I suppose I can't have everything I want. I am very thankful that my home, family, and self were unharmed.
Saturday, August 28, 2004
First weekend in the new lab
Hello all, I'm at the lab doing my job of lab sitting. I also have to do my homework, so I believe I've got the better end of the deal. I'm pleased that I got myself a second job. I want to earn extra money for graduate school. LLife is good, since i do lab work on the week-ends anyways.
Thursday, August 26, 2004
Break Time
I've had a full day of Classes, work, and work. Man I hope I don't get sleepy on the way home. LOLOL. I'm eating some not so good chicken broccoli alfredo. It's a frozen dinner. Definately not all that. Even worse, I'd like to add some pepper to it, and have no seasoning.
I'm thinking of making chilli this week-end. We'll see how things go down. I may do nothing, as I have to work on Saturday. I'll finish all my homework then too.
I'm thinking of making chilli this week-end. We'll see how things go down. I may do nothing, as I have to work on Saturday. I'll finish all my homework then too.
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
What Did I Just Say....
Did I just feel the first pangs of maturity? Whatever come my way, I pray to handle it with dignity and meet the results with courage. Life's too short to be scared.
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Like Distant Thunder
So, I started having these thoughts of how to improve my life. Of course, it's a million miles per minute in that head of mine, so narrowing down the list is a considerable challenge. Nonetheless, the ideas of having success don't go away easily. I want to start writing, and being published professionally. I don't think it will be easy, I don't think I will be famous by this, but I do want to give it my best try. This mess looking at more avenues, and trying new ways of doing things. This also means being independent. Something that is both exciting, and terrifying.
It's easy to fall back on family, because that's a network. It can also be a crutch, and I'm feeling like I'm leaning way to hard on them. I'd like to see a world where I can chill without being in someone else's space. My bills are paid on time, and there is money in my bank account for me to do with as I please. I'd also love to see my creative side appear, and become the major contributor to my success as an artist. No more "what if's" this time. I want to see something tangible that I can build my life on. I'm craving a direction, and shedding the notion of being tied to one place. I want my life to have meaning, and not be so flat. Can I not have all that I desire if I work hard enough for it.
I don't feel sad about this. I don't even feel down. I feel myself going though changes, and that scares me sometimes. Change means breaking old habits, and combfort zones. Change is the crumbling of old defenses like rotting wood. Things don't go back to status quo. They are changed for good. I didn't know I desired anything until I woke up and decided that my life needed direction. I am the chick that just hatched into the world. That's what makes me feel great about the change. I'm also excited because I know I am heading in the right direction. I will be successful. I will grow, learn, and become a better person. I pray to God for the strength to see my visions through to completion.
There is no Song Of The Day. You pick one. Tell me if it's cool. I just might listen to it.
It's easy to fall back on family, because that's a network. It can also be a crutch, and I'm feeling like I'm leaning way to hard on them. I'd like to see a world where I can chill without being in someone else's space. My bills are paid on time, and there is money in my bank account for me to do with as I please. I'd also love to see my creative side appear, and become the major contributor to my success as an artist. No more "what if's" this time. I want to see something tangible that I can build my life on. I'm craving a direction, and shedding the notion of being tied to one place. I want my life to have meaning, and not be so flat. Can I not have all that I desire if I work hard enough for it.
I don't feel sad about this. I don't even feel down. I feel myself going though changes, and that scares me sometimes. Change means breaking old habits, and combfort zones. Change is the crumbling of old defenses like rotting wood. Things don't go back to status quo. They are changed for good. I didn't know I desired anything until I woke up and decided that my life needed direction. I am the chick that just hatched into the world. That's what makes me feel great about the change. I'm also excited because I know I am heading in the right direction. I will be successful. I will grow, learn, and become a better person. I pray to God for the strength to see my visions through to completion.
There is no Song Of The Day. You pick one. Tell me if it's cool. I just might listen to it.
Monday, August 23, 2004
Work, Work, Work
Just being at work sometimes can be very fustration. Now, out of the blue, the administration wants to enforce a dress policy. Mind you, it's more like a back-handed type of thing, sent through e-mail, with no type of substance to it. I wonder, sometimes about admin, and theiur last moment memos.
I got bombarded by professors who want items on reserve. At this rate I cannot scan and answer questions like I need to. It sucks when your dept. is all about service, and I'm currently the only one processing.
Song of The the Day: "Love Like This" by Faith Evans. It was the last song I heard today while processing reserve items.
I got bombarded by professors who want items on reserve. At this rate I cannot scan and answer questions like I need to. It sucks when your dept. is all about service, and I'm currently the only one processing.
Song of The the Day: "Love Like This" by Faith Evans. It was the last song I heard today while processing reserve items.
I saw the Tackiest Pants Today
It's another lovely day at work. On the way in, I saw someone with some leaf printed shorts on campus. The colors were horrible, and what made the lady seem more obnoxious is that while on her cell phone, she was lod as hell. LOL. Normally, some students do dress poorly, but this was a student's mother. I was like damn, now I know why some kids don't give a damn how they look in public. LOL
Got up late today, because I could. I knew better, yet I reverted bact to type. i was late to work, and that's my fault too. LOL
Last week a co-worker complained that it was too noisy in here, and she was getting a headche. Now she's the loudest peron in the department. Ain't that some stupid shit? Co-worker drama is off the chain this week.
The new semester starts tomorrow, and students are already blasting tie Circ desk for information. We're like a hub on campus. People have to know where things are, and we're the designated campus spotters.
Got up late today, because I could. I knew better, yet I reverted bact to type. i was late to work, and that's my fault too. LOL
Last week a co-worker complained that it was too noisy in here, and she was getting a headche. Now she's the loudest peron in the department. Ain't that some stupid shit? Co-worker drama is off the chain this week.
The new semester starts tomorrow, and students are already blasting tie Circ desk for information. We're like a hub on campus. People have to know where things are, and we're the designated campus spotters.
Thursday, August 19, 2004
I've had a heavy day that began with other staff members being made to shush. That's a common theme these days. LOL. Thank God it wasn't me. I processed reserves, and even more stuff. It took me a while, but I got it done. Brought my Chante Moore CD with me, so I had some good music to work by.
Everybody wants wireless cards today, so I sold a few. Lots of orinetation going on for graduate and undergrd students. The construction crew is still working on ths "Plaza" space. They have till the week-end to finsih it. It looks nice, but no one expects rennovations to look like crap.
It's alsmost time to close this place, but I wanted to write something.
Song of the Day: "Love's Taken Over" by Chante Moore. Why? It's a sultry song made even better by a great singer.
Everybody wants wireless cards today, so I sold a few. Lots of orinetation going on for graduate and undergrd students. The construction crew is still working on ths "Plaza" space. They have till the week-end to finsih it. It looks nice, but no one expects rennovations to look like crap.
It's alsmost time to close this place, but I wanted to write something.
Song of the Day: "Love's Taken Over" by Chante Moore. Why? It's a sultry song made even better by a great singer.
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
No Latte, but Tried Java Chip
Hello all,
I tried the Java Chip today. Just realized that I was about to write a check that would have overdrawn my account. In my zealous quest to pay my bills on time, I nearly overspent, and nothing would have been paid. Such is life, I must add. No use crying over spilled milk. I must simply do better next go round.
Left my lunch at my grandmother's house. I had to drop off some packages at her home, and I pulled my lunch out with her goods. I called her back, and will pick up my food shortly. For a moment, I thought I left my food home again. I'm such a forgetful person. Is that the artist in me, forgetting the little things? LOL
Took some photgraphs of some plants in the yard. Some wild mushrooms grew, and I got those photos as well. I had to get down to the ground to get good images. I used my digital camera, so I'll upload the photos tonight to my laptop. There were some multi-colored plants that really made me feel good about capturing the image proper. My mom wanted me to get some images of the whole flower pots. Unfortunatley, the sun was not so bright, and I'll have to reshoot some of the images.
Played video games this week-end. I did so much of that, that I wanted it to carry over to the week, but all in moderation. I got a haircut, and I put in my contacts. People say it's like a military low-cut. I just wanted my hair trimmed. The hair was very unmanageable before the cut. The trim down makes me look 18. LOL I feel so young now, and very attactive. :-)
I had some funky dreams of having run-ins with my siblings. I wonder what the hell all of that means. I suppose it was growing pains, or something like that. It'll make sense in the future, I'm sure of that.
I'm adopting a forum, yayyyyy! GoJabber is the bomb. LOL. I'll have lots more info as time progresses, and I get things done there. I couldn't neglect the blogg, since I did not post in a while. Gotta give my spot some love.
Be Well,
Stacy
I tried the Java Chip today. Just realized that I was about to write a check that would have overdrawn my account. In my zealous quest to pay my bills on time, I nearly overspent, and nothing would have been paid. Such is life, I must add. No use crying over spilled milk. I must simply do better next go round.
Left my lunch at my grandmother's house. I had to drop off some packages at her home, and I pulled my lunch out with her goods. I called her back, and will pick up my food shortly. For a moment, I thought I left my food home again. I'm such a forgetful person. Is that the artist in me, forgetting the little things? LOL
Took some photgraphs of some plants in the yard. Some wild mushrooms grew, and I got those photos as well. I had to get down to the ground to get good images. I used my digital camera, so I'll upload the photos tonight to my laptop. There were some multi-colored plants that really made me feel good about capturing the image proper. My mom wanted me to get some images of the whole flower pots. Unfortunatley, the sun was not so bright, and I'll have to reshoot some of the images.
Played video games this week-end. I did so much of that, that I wanted it to carry over to the week, but all in moderation. I got a haircut, and I put in my contacts. People say it's like a military low-cut. I just wanted my hair trimmed. The hair was very unmanageable before the cut. The trim down makes me look 18. LOL I feel so young now, and very attactive. :-)
I had some funky dreams of having run-ins with my siblings. I wonder what the hell all of that means. I suppose it was growing pains, or something like that. It'll make sense in the future, I'm sure of that.
I'm adopting a forum, yayyyyy! GoJabber is the bomb. LOL. I'll have lots more info as time progresses, and I get things done there. I couldn't neglect the blogg, since I did not post in a while. Gotta give my spot some love.
Be Well,
Stacy
Sunday, August 15, 2004
No Lattes, but I'm doing fine
Like I mentioned earlier, there were some complications, but I'm so over them now. That's not to say that everything's fine, but it is to say that I have survived some crazy things, and I'm all the better for it. That makes me feel great.
I have some personal projects to work on now that finals are over. I have about a week of free time. Let's pray I can make a dent in the material.
Last week was crazy, as I took a few days off. I was bombarded with questions from my family, that made me quite irritated, but family tends to do those things to ya. I got used to it, and got a completed draft of a short story. All was not lost.
One of my friends is not answering my calls. She may be pissed with me, but she needs to say that to me, and not be so childish. I wanted to tell her about the shooting incident, but she's not available. I guess she's upset 'cause I'm still friends with someone she now is having a beef with. I don't want to get in the middle of that but I think she wants me to choose sides. That's not going to happen. I'll have to have a long talk with her soon, if I can reach her. LOL. I want her to know that I'm still her friend, and we don't have to take the route we're on. It'll lead to nowhere.
I have some personal projects to work on now that finals are over. I have about a week of free time. Let's pray I can make a dent in the material.
Last week was crazy, as I took a few days off. I was bombarded with questions from my family, that made me quite irritated, but family tends to do those things to ya. I got used to it, and got a completed draft of a short story. All was not lost.
One of my friends is not answering my calls. She may be pissed with me, but she needs to say that to me, and not be so childish. I wanted to tell her about the shooting incident, but she's not available. I guess she's upset 'cause I'm still friends with someone she now is having a beef with. I don't want to get in the middle of that but I think she wants me to choose sides. That's not going to happen. I'll have to have a long talk with her soon, if I can reach her. LOL. I want her to know that I'm still her friend, and we don't have to take the route we're on. It'll lead to nowhere.
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
Finals are Ovah!!!
Hello all,
I haven't been myself lately, and at last finals are done. Last Friday, while driving home, someone started shooting. A bullet hit my car. Thankfully I was not shot, but My car was hit. Called 911, filed a report, called the insurance company. All this time finals are going on. Well, I was shaken, but not destroyed.
I finished my last final yesterday. When I checked my grades this evening, I got a big fat 98. Yes!!!!!!
I'll post more later, but for now I gotta go.
---Stacy
P.S. Special thnks to Nicole for posting a comment. I've been away a few days, but I still love reading responses.
I haven't been myself lately, and at last finals are done. Last Friday, while driving home, someone started shooting. A bullet hit my car. Thankfully I was not shot, but My car was hit. Called 911, filed a report, called the insurance company. All this time finals are going on. Well, I was shaken, but not destroyed.
I finished my last final yesterday. When I checked my grades this evening, I got a big fat 98. Yes!!!!!!
I'll post more later, but for now I gotta go.
---Stacy
P.S. Special thnks to Nicole for posting a comment. I've been away a few days, but I still love reading responses.
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
I Was Feinnin" For A Latte
I don't know what came over me today. I just wanted a latte. I felt the need for one, and scapped together four bucks for a tall, iced latte with soy milk. It tastes great. LOL. Thnakfully I have my tank gassed, so I don't have to worry about it. If only Latte's were fuel.
I have a quiz to take, one I'm so not prepared for, so I might as well get that misery over. Completed one of my finals, now I have a couple more to go, and that's just crazy!!!! I'm tired, and someone who is not handicapped keeps buzzing to be let through the handicapped doors. That's just lazy.
I'm spent. Let me take my test.
I have a quiz to take, one I'm so not prepared for, so I might as well get that misery over. Completed one of my finals, now I have a couple more to go, and that's just crazy!!!! I'm tired, and someone who is not handicapped keeps buzzing to be let through the handicapped doors. That's just lazy.
I'm spent. Let me take my test.
Monday, August 02, 2004
I Got Fat Watching Food Network ;-)
The title's a lie, but it was sure funny. LOL. I did watch a lot of the Food Network a lot this week-end. I should have got some extra calories from watching it. Guilty pleasueres are so funny. I watched a clam chowder contest, a BBQ contest, and a resturant that uses charcoal grills only to cook its food.
Some of the chowder looked so rich. They used heavy cream and stuff. Pretty cool. You have to love your chowder to go there though. LOL
Today it rained. Lightly at first, then it rained some more, this time a little more rushed. I hate driving in the rain. Makes me nervous. 'sides I drive like an old man when the weather gets on the wet side.
Some of the chowder looked so rich. They used heavy cream and stuff. Pretty cool. You have to love your chowder to go there though. LOL
Today it rained. Lightly at first, then it rained some more, this time a little more rushed. I hate driving in the rain. Makes me nervous. 'sides I drive like an old man when the weather gets on the wet side.
Sunday, August 01, 2004
It's A Good Day, and There Are No Lattes In My Future
Hello,
It looks a little stormy outside. In fact, a tropical depression is off the coast of SC. It's not supposed to hit us, but it's close enough to give SC some rain, wind, and whatever else it could drop on us. The library's freezing, but this time I brought a sweater. Clever me. I went to the kitchen in this dump, to add some more water in my cup, and there was this inscet in the sink. It looked like a spiny caterpillar. Needless to say, I went for bottled water.
Today is ok, because Sundays are the easiest to start. It's just me and a student holding down the fort. It is also finals time, and I said I was doing my final on Thomas Eakins. That meant scanning multiple iamgeas out of these big annoying art books. The scanner is so petit compared to the book, so It took some considerable time to get things done proper. Nonetheless, I have multiple images to work with.
I would still have to find some images from Henry O. Tanner, and Winslow Homer, since bopth artists were Eakins' contemporaries. I'll do those via web. I'm bound to hit something.
Aside from my finals, the job is even tempered this week. Same old drama goin on. One co-worker called to say she was "in transit," meaning she's show up. We never saw her. That was Monday. LOL I suppose she's having fun somewhere, or thowing herself a pity party. So long as the day remains quiet.
I did, however have a dog of a time with the FA office. All I needed to know is when was my aid going to be posted to my account. I got a song and dance about I won't know until the semester starts, which is beyond reasoning. The classes needed to be paid now, since I had the cash, and the deadline is Aug 6th to settle up your bill, or you will be bounced out of the classes you signed up for.
Sometimes the fact that you're at a higher learning institutionis ironic, becasue so many people there seem to be lacking any knowldge. Did I mention that those of us who applied for scholarships, will not be notified as to whether we've recieved them or not until the 6th. It's a pretty shitty postion to be in. I buckled down, and paid for any expenses I needed to. It means no Lattes for some time, since I am, in effect, without some cash to carry myself around. Thank God I can lan on my family. It's times like this that you need people around you.
Song of The Day: "I'm So Lonesome I Could Cry" By Cassandra Wilson. Why? It's a remake done in a great way. You can feel the sadness in the song. Good rainiy day song.
Be well,
---Stacy
It looks a little stormy outside. In fact, a tropical depression is off the coast of SC. It's not supposed to hit us, but it's close enough to give SC some rain, wind, and whatever else it could drop on us. The library's freezing, but this time I brought a sweater. Clever me. I went to the kitchen in this dump, to add some more water in my cup, and there was this inscet in the sink. It looked like a spiny caterpillar. Needless to say, I went for bottled water.
Today is ok, because Sundays are the easiest to start. It's just me and a student holding down the fort. It is also finals time, and I said I was doing my final on Thomas Eakins. That meant scanning multiple iamgeas out of these big annoying art books. The scanner is so petit compared to the book, so It took some considerable time to get things done proper. Nonetheless, I have multiple images to work with.
I would still have to find some images from Henry O. Tanner, and Winslow Homer, since bopth artists were Eakins' contemporaries. I'll do those via web. I'm bound to hit something.
Aside from my finals, the job is even tempered this week. Same old drama goin on. One co-worker called to say she was "in transit," meaning she's show up. We never saw her. That was Monday. LOL I suppose she's having fun somewhere, or thowing herself a pity party. So long as the day remains quiet.
I did, however have a dog of a time with the FA office. All I needed to know is when was my aid going to be posted to my account. I got a song and dance about I won't know until the semester starts, which is beyond reasoning. The classes needed to be paid now, since I had the cash, and the deadline is Aug 6th to settle up your bill, or you will be bounced out of the classes you signed up for.
Sometimes the fact that you're at a higher learning institutionis ironic, becasue so many people there seem to be lacking any knowldge. Did I mention that those of us who applied for scholarships, will not be notified as to whether we've recieved them or not until the 6th. It's a pretty shitty postion to be in. I buckled down, and paid for any expenses I needed to. It means no Lattes for some time, since I am, in effect, without some cash to carry myself around. Thank God I can lan on my family. It's times like this that you need people around you.
Song of The Day: "I'm So Lonesome I Could Cry" By Cassandra Wilson. Why? It's a remake done in a great way. You can feel the sadness in the song. Good rainiy day song.
Be well,
---Stacy
Thursday, July 29, 2004
Finals, Finals, Finals!
It's about that time to put the finishing touches on a few assignments, so I better get cracking again. Of course, I've been so busy with some things, like assembling a graduate portfolio. It's one of those weeks where timee can be both friend and enemy.
Met with one of my instructors to view my portfolio. She was impressed. :-) I'm glad I was able to get feedback from her. I now have to create a resume proper. Man, I'm going to be pooped from all the work. LOL
Song of the Day: "Closer" by Tracie Spencer. Why? It's not that well known, and I doubt it even had airplay, but I love to hear it it always reminds me of Christmas 1999, whene I worked for Disney. Good memories, crazy times. I was sober through all of it, I swear. LOL
Met with one of my instructors to view my portfolio. She was impressed. :-) I'm glad I was able to get feedback from her. I now have to create a resume proper. Man, I'm going to be pooped from all the work. LOL
Song of the Day: "Closer" by Tracie Spencer. Why? It's not that well known, and I doubt it even had airplay, but I love to hear it it always reminds me of Christmas 1999, whene I worked for Disney. Good memories, crazy times. I was sober through all of it, I swear. LOL
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Today was an Iced Latte Kinda Day
Hello,
I'm knee deep in mock-up sketches for a cd design. As usuall, I'm never staisfied with the first version, so I go on and create some more. I took a break to remind myself that I wrote nothing for my blogg today. It was the perfect break moment, as I began to get tired of my rather poor sketches.
I wrote up an inventory of my skills, and quite frankly, I have a whole lot of software and artistic skills. Sometimes you can loose sight of who you are trying to catch up with others, when all that time you have the tools necessary to take you to first place, and hold your own. I can do whatever, can't I? It's all a state of mind.
I will write more of my work day later, possibly tomorrow, since this is a quick break. For those who read this, "believe in yourself, and take stock in your skills. You will be amazed at who you are, and what you can do." That is my Tip of the Day.
I'm knee deep in mock-up sketches for a cd design. As usuall, I'm never staisfied with the first version, so I go on and create some more. I took a break to remind myself that I wrote nothing for my blogg today. It was the perfect break moment, as I began to get tired of my rather poor sketches.
I wrote up an inventory of my skills, and quite frankly, I have a whole lot of software and artistic skills. Sometimes you can loose sight of who you are trying to catch up with others, when all that time you have the tools necessary to take you to first place, and hold your own. I can do whatever, can't I? It's all a state of mind.
I will write more of my work day later, possibly tomorrow, since this is a quick break. For those who read this, "believe in yourself, and take stock in your skills. You will be amazed at who you are, and what you can do." That is my Tip of the Day.
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
Pass Me Another Vanilla Latte Please
Yesterday, my co-worker got me a vanilla latte. She's so sweet. She didn't have to do that. It kept me awake longer than I expected, but that's OK. LOL. Good intentions, and desires for thing can come with a price. Latte's are dangerous. They placed a spell on me, and that Starbucks has me hook, line & sinker.
Today I tried to put in my contacts when it seemed everyone was content with bothering me, and insisting on answers. To make matters worse, I lost the left eye contact. I am so pissed!!!!!! The good news was that the lenses were disposable, and it is the last week for them, as I have a fresh pair ready to go. What makes me upset is that I was in the batroom with the door closed. Why the hell would anyone want to bother me then? As I ask that question, I realize that people feel a strong need to feel secure, and I happened to to be the blanket to their Linus. No use crying over spoiled milk, so I grabbed my glasses and went to work.
I did leave a soda in the fridge, and had to call back home for someone to remove it. I totally forgot, and was glad it hit me when it did.
I had a meeting about the new format for the e-res pages. Boy, that meeting was 45 mins. too long. It lasted an hour. It was so dry, that I started drawing all over the pages I was supposed to be taking notes on. I've been doing e-res stuff for 3 1/2 years now. I had the basics down. The updated version simply looks different. I told my boss it was too long, and he agreed.
Have to meet with one of my instructors on a review of my portfolio. It's a step in the right direction, so I want the best feedback. I will get this portfolio launced soon!
Burgers and fries were on the menu today, as I ate them. I was luck I was in a room by myself, as I belched so loud, I felt that in my chest. Lord, it was a relief. LOL. Thankfully nobody heard me (or so I think). I said "excuse me" politely. Pratice makes perfect.
Tip of the Day: "Don't add sugar to your lattes." It will only agitate you more than usual. LOL
Song of the Day: "Happiness" by Vanessa Williams. It's such a bubbly song, and so cheerful. It stays with you for some time.
Today I tried to put in my contacts when it seemed everyone was content with bothering me, and insisting on answers. To make matters worse, I lost the left eye contact. I am so pissed!!!!!! The good news was that the lenses were disposable, and it is the last week for them, as I have a fresh pair ready to go. What makes me upset is that I was in the batroom with the door closed. Why the hell would anyone want to bother me then? As I ask that question, I realize that people feel a strong need to feel secure, and I happened to to be the blanket to their Linus. No use crying over spoiled milk, so I grabbed my glasses and went to work.
I did leave a soda in the fridge, and had to call back home for someone to remove it. I totally forgot, and was glad it hit me when it did.
I had a meeting about the new format for the e-res pages. Boy, that meeting was 45 mins. too long. It lasted an hour. It was so dry, that I started drawing all over the pages I was supposed to be taking notes on. I've been doing e-res stuff for 3 1/2 years now. I had the basics down. The updated version simply looks different. I told my boss it was too long, and he agreed.
Have to meet with one of my instructors on a review of my portfolio. It's a step in the right direction, so I want the best feedback. I will get this portfolio launced soon!
Burgers and fries were on the menu today, as I ate them. I was luck I was in a room by myself, as I belched so loud, I felt that in my chest. Lord, it was a relief. LOL. Thankfully nobody heard me (or so I think). I said "excuse me" politely. Pratice makes perfect.
Tip of the Day: "Don't add sugar to your lattes." It will only agitate you more than usual. LOL
Song of the Day: "Happiness" by Vanessa Williams. It's such a bubbly song, and so cheerful. It stays with you for some time.
Monday, July 26, 2004
I've got 2 hrs of work left.
It's almost time to close this place up. On top of that I've been having a swell day. Nobody complained. LOL. No backackes, and talk of "mucus in one's chest." LOL. Praise the Lord. Nobody knows how annoying and digusting it is to hear that mess, in addition to all the camel noises this co-worker makes. I've never met any woman who was willing to belckh or fart in front of other people.
The Ball and Mirror project didn't go so well. it looks like crap to me. I suppose that's my own fault for waiting so late. next time I'll have to do much better. I have two projects left in my Illustrator. Don't you know my animation project file got corrupted, again! I'm so pissed. I worked on that sucker. I wanted it to shine! This time around I made multiple copies, so if something went wrong, I had another back-up. Good thing too. I would have lost my mind as a few weeks of work goes down the toilet. A classmate of mine lost ALL of her current work. it wasn't pretty.
I have a final presnetation. I'm doing it on American Realist Thomas Eakins. Eakins broke rules and conventions. Also I know a lot about his work. it makes the research much more easier, as I sort and tease through the information.
Song of the Day: "The Greatest Romance That's Ever Been Sold" by Prince. Why? That son't been in my head all week. I find myself humming it and singing the lines aloud. How did it get there? Not that it's a bad song, but it seem to come from out of the blue. Thank God I didn't listen to any boy bands or tten pop acts. Lord I'd be so regretting it now. LOL
The Ball and Mirror project didn't go so well. it looks like crap to me. I suppose that's my own fault for waiting so late. next time I'll have to do much better. I have two projects left in my Illustrator. Don't you know my animation project file got corrupted, again! I'm so pissed. I worked on that sucker. I wanted it to shine! This time around I made multiple copies, so if something went wrong, I had another back-up. Good thing too. I would have lost my mind as a few weeks of work goes down the toilet. A classmate of mine lost ALL of her current work. it wasn't pretty.
I have a final presnetation. I'm doing it on American Realist Thomas Eakins. Eakins broke rules and conventions. Also I know a lot about his work. it makes the research much more easier, as I sort and tease through the information.
Song of the Day: "The Greatest Romance That's Ever Been Sold" by Prince. Why? That son't been in my head all week. I find myself humming it and singing the lines aloud. How did it get there? Not that it's a bad song, but it seem to come from out of the blue. Thank God I didn't listen to any boy bands or tten pop acts. Lord I'd be so regretting it now. LOL
Sunday, July 25, 2004
Good Morning All
Went from the computer lab to Wal-Mart, and bought some bread, ham, and cheese. The store clerk joked about me making some sandwiches. he was right. I wanted them. Made some for lunch today. Alrady ate them. LOL Breakfast is good for the day. LOL
There may be a duty expantion for me at work. I will find out on Wednesday if I have new duties, as we prepare (yet again, I swear the delays are endless) to move into our new library. I talked with another co-worker from a diffent dept. He thinks we're going to have a lot of extra duties, for the same amount of pay as well. LOL. This expantion is a mixed blessing. I'm sure it means I will now have tacked on duties of other departments. I could be wrong, so I keep that in mind.
I don't want to do my Illustrator project. I find it rather cumbersome, and annoying. This stupid ball and mirror thingie. I have two finals in the class, and would love to dedicate time to them, and not be in such a jam later on. One day I'll have to post the projects, so all can see.
Song of the Day: "Automatic" by the Pointer Sisters. Why? It's one of my favorite 80's songs. I decided I wanted to purchase it from iTunes, and now I can can hear it all I want.
There may be a duty expantion for me at work. I will find out on Wednesday if I have new duties, as we prepare (yet again, I swear the delays are endless) to move into our new library. I talked with another co-worker from a diffent dept. He thinks we're going to have a lot of extra duties, for the same amount of pay as well. LOL. This expantion is a mixed blessing. I'm sure it means I will now have tacked on duties of other departments. I could be wrong, so I keep that in mind.
I don't want to do my Illustrator project. I find it rather cumbersome, and annoying. This stupid ball and mirror thingie. I have two finals in the class, and would love to dedicate time to them, and not be in such a jam later on. One day I'll have to post the projects, so all can see.
Song of the Day: "Automatic" by the Pointer Sisters. Why? It's one of my favorite 80's songs. I decided I wanted to purchase it from iTunes, and now I can can hear it all I want.
Saturday, July 24, 2004
I'm postive I'm awake now.
Worked on the lawn this moring. I overslept, and the sun got me just right. All that water I drank yesterday went to good use, as I sweated it out. It was too hot, and I ended trimming bushes, and raking up the brances. It's was all good.
It's raining now, and I wonder if I'm gonna go to Wal-Mart like I said, and get some groceries. I hate driving in the rain. At least I don't have to go downtown today, where people drive even worse (I think with their eyes closed).
Talked to a friend today who is having the best time learing Macromedia Director. After seeing her work, I have to say, I can't blame her. She's doing a fantastic job. If my plate wasn't full, I'd take Director now. LOL. Good programs are great to get into. I have a couple of flash books to do work on, so I'll add those to my "to do" list.
Somebody from work called my home earlier. I'm sure it wasn't a call I wanted to hear. Nonetheless, I was way to busy in the yard to answer. "sides, I got sh*t to do, and places to be. If I didn't go to Wal-Mart yet, I'll be darned if I go downtown. LOL
Song of the Day: "Yeah." by Usher. I like the song, and I'm not a big Usher fan. He won me over. I can't front on that. LOL
Thought of the Day: "What have you got to lose by doing something new?" The answer is absolutely nothing, although that nothing sometimes holds us back some. Makes you think. No?
It's raining now, and I wonder if I'm gonna go to Wal-Mart like I said, and get some groceries. I hate driving in the rain. At least I don't have to go downtown today, where people drive even worse (I think with their eyes closed).
Talked to a friend today who is having the best time learing Macromedia Director. After seeing her work, I have to say, I can't blame her. She's doing a fantastic job. If my plate wasn't full, I'd take Director now. LOL. Good programs are great to get into. I have a couple of flash books to do work on, so I'll add those to my "to do" list.
Somebody from work called my home earlier. I'm sure it wasn't a call I wanted to hear. Nonetheless, I was way to busy in the yard to answer. "sides, I got sh*t to do, and places to be. If I didn't go to Wal-Mart yet, I'll be darned if I go downtown. LOL
Song of the Day: "Yeah." by Usher. I like the song, and I'm not a big Usher fan. He won me over. I can't front on that. LOL
Thought of the Day: "What have you got to lose by doing something new?" The answer is absolutely nothing, although that nothing sometimes holds us back some. Makes you think. No?
Thursday, July 22, 2004
I'm in a great mood. I hope it lasts. :-)
It's summer movie time, and I got a few recoomedations from friends, so I have to take the time to go see them. Everybody who saw Spider Man 2 loved it, and says go see it. I Robot got some buzz too. Catwoman is a mix. Most forum people I spoke to were like "no way" (especially comic book fans, but understandable since the character veers from the comics). I peeped the trailers, I hope it's good. I'm a little curious. I like Halle, so I hope she can pull something off with this series. Besides, it would be good to see a kick-butt woman of color on the screen.
I want to buy the last Lord of The Rings DVD, but the budget won't allow it yet. I have devised a plan to obtain a second job, so all is not lost. I'll be likely too tired to see it. LOL. I will pray for endurance, and peace of mind.
Convinced my supervisor that we needed an online page for the Circulation. I'm all ecitied about that. I want all my co-worker's opinions, and I'll design it, and the rest will be history. :-) So far this day has been well.
Thought of the Day: "If you're really sick, then why don't you do something about it other than complaining." I have a co-worker who complains about her life all the time, but doesn't do anything to heal herself. I thought it was worthsharing.
Be Well,
---Stacy
I want to buy the last Lord of The Rings DVD, but the budget won't allow it yet. I have devised a plan to obtain a second job, so all is not lost. I'll be likely too tired to see it. LOL. I will pray for endurance, and peace of mind.
Convinced my supervisor that we needed an online page for the Circulation. I'm all ecitied about that. I want all my co-worker's opinions, and I'll design it, and the rest will be history. :-) So far this day has been well.
Thought of the Day: "If you're really sick, then why don't you do something about it other than complaining." I have a co-worker who complains about her life all the time, but doesn't do anything to heal herself. I thought it was worthsharing.
Be Well,
---Stacy
THis is the part where I wake up
Hey, it's another day, and life is great. Last night went fine. Today was an "I can get up late day," as 11:10 AM came by with me in bed. I made myself get up, so I can get dressed, and eat. As it turned out, I didn't eat breakfast, and went to work. Brought steak & rice for dinner. :-) I love a good meal.
Currently, I'm sleepy, and thoguht about going home early. I have some compensatory hours to take, and just may do so. I want to go to bed.
Song of The Day: "To Your Love" by Fionna Apple. Why? I love the song. Fionna's got a way of making beautiful music and cautionary lyrics blend. If you don't listen, you won't figure out that she's deliving a warning.
Currently, I'm sleepy, and thoguht about going home early. I have some compensatory hours to take, and just may do so. I want to go to bed.
Song of The Day: "To Your Love" by Fionna Apple. Why? I love the song. Fionna's got a way of making beautiful music and cautionary lyrics blend. If you don't listen, you won't figure out that she's deliving a warning.
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
The day has gone fine, and I can say that the world looks good. I finished a couple of PowerPoint projects earlier. I had no idea of what I was doing. I followed the instructions, but some things didn't make sense. If I don't get an "A" on these two projects I won't be upset at all.
Met my co-worker's daughter for the first time. We've only like spoke on the phone for like 2 years. LOL. She'd call for her mom, and I'd end up speaking to her. She's a nice young lady. Takes right after her mother. Has a wicked sense of humor.
I'm working solo tonight, but that's ok, since I had to finish my work. Now that I'm done, I can write more. :-) Y'know, I panicked 'cause I didn't think I could get the work done, but I did, so I'm very happy with myself. I feel so good about now. so I'm loving this moment. :-)
Thought of the Day: "You don't win friends with salad." I got that from the Simpsons. It's true.
Met my co-worker's daughter for the first time. We've only like spoke on the phone for like 2 years. LOL. She'd call for her mom, and I'd end up speaking to her. She's a nice young lady. Takes right after her mother. Has a wicked sense of humor.
I'm working solo tonight, but that's ok, since I had to finish my work. Now that I'm done, I can write more. :-) Y'know, I panicked 'cause I didn't think I could get the work done, but I did, so I'm very happy with myself. I feel so good about now. so I'm loving this moment. :-)
Thought of the Day: "You don't win friends with salad." I got that from the Simpsons. It's true.
My allergies finally stopped bothering me. It was just in time as my follow-up eye exam to see how well the contacts work. Their fine. It's getting better to stick thse things in my eyes, although the left one gives me some grief. I got it in there though. LOLOL.
I was wired off of a Vanilla Latte last night , and went to bed at 3:30 AM. I was also wired, because I thought I lost my wallet. As ususal, I put things down, when I'm home, and forget where I place items. Fortunately, the walled was safe and sound, so I was ok this moring, but late for my computer graphics class.
Watched SVU last night. I was saddende to see that a mother would use her foster children for a check, muder one of them, and pin the murder on her husband and her other foster child. That's low, but her ass got busted proper in the end. One happy ending, at minimum.
Song of The Day: "Heartburn" by Alicia Keys. Why? I needed to hear something upbeat anf enjoyable, and I can't reccoment "You Don't Know My Name" without laughing and imitaing that long ass message she left on that guys phone. "Hello, is This Michael?" LOLOL
I was wired off of a Vanilla Latte last night , and went to bed at 3:30 AM. I was also wired, because I thought I lost my wallet. As ususal, I put things down, when I'm home, and forget where I place items. Fortunately, the walled was safe and sound, so I was ok this moring, but late for my computer graphics class.
Watched SVU last night. I was saddende to see that a mother would use her foster children for a check, muder one of them, and pin the murder on her husband and her other foster child. That's low, but her ass got busted proper in the end. One happy ending, at minimum.
Song of The Day: "Heartburn" by Alicia Keys. Why? I needed to hear something upbeat anf enjoyable, and I can't reccoment "You Don't Know My Name" without laughing and imitaing that long ass message she left on that guys phone. "Hello, is This Michael?" LOLOL
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
The Xerox instructor showed us a new model Xerox that works like the older one, but looks different. It has a few funky features, but I wasn't as impressed as I wanted to be. She was a good instructor and nice, so I can't hate on that.
Today must be a full moon, as a couple of library patrons have had nasty attitudes. perhaps they were having bad days, and tried to give me thier ill will. Either way, I have to shrug it off, as I do not have the proper time to wallow in someone else's self-pity. One woman was all tearful and pissy at the same time. She didn't want a lecture, she just wanted me to break all of the library's policies for her. Like that was going to happen. The next had an attitude, not worth going into detail about. She's so done. They did scare off my student worker. I was not pleased with that.
I was late to work, due to bad traffic. I have to change that, as I like to be palces on time. My boss really wants eveyone to be on time. The person who was chronicly late was acting like I was in big trouble, but she was full of it. Honey, one day doth not make you exempt from your tardiness. LOL She's gonna get burned when she walks in with her usual hour late routine.
Ran plenty of errands this morning. From mailing off my car payment to purchasing Frontline for my cat. I had to archive a lot of files today. I'm not nearly as finished as I like to be, but I did a great chunk this morning. :-) Later I just had to have Starbucks' Vanilla Latte. Why I didn't get the small is beyond me. $5.00 for a cup of latte. I should have known better. I need to gas my car, I may do that later on this week. Gotta have gas.
Song of The Day: "Heaven Must Be Near" by Ingrid Chavez. Why? Because when I hear the song, it lifts my spirits, and I can use that after this full-moonish day.
Today must be a full moon, as a couple of library patrons have had nasty attitudes. perhaps they were having bad days, and tried to give me thier ill will. Either way, I have to shrug it off, as I do not have the proper time to wallow in someone else's self-pity. One woman was all tearful and pissy at the same time. She didn't want a lecture, she just wanted me to break all of the library's policies for her. Like that was going to happen. The next had an attitude, not worth going into detail about. She's so done. They did scare off my student worker. I was not pleased with that.
I was late to work, due to bad traffic. I have to change that, as I like to be palces on time. My boss really wants eveyone to be on time. The person who was chronicly late was acting like I was in big trouble, but she was full of it. Honey, one day doth not make you exempt from your tardiness. LOL She's gonna get burned when she walks in with her usual hour late routine.
Ran plenty of errands this morning. From mailing off my car payment to purchasing Frontline for my cat. I had to archive a lot of files today. I'm not nearly as finished as I like to be, but I did a great chunk this morning. :-) Later I just had to have Starbucks' Vanilla Latte. Why I didn't get the small is beyond me. $5.00 for a cup of latte. I should have known better. I need to gas my car, I may do that later on this week. Gotta have gas.
Song of The Day: "Heaven Must Be Near" by Ingrid Chavez. Why? Because when I hear the song, it lifts my spirits, and I can use that after this full-moonish day.
Hey, I missed a couple of days, but that's ok. I've been working on a Powerpoint presentation. The "Me" project for one of my classes. It took up a lot of my time, and energy. Boy was I exausted. I maxed out two solid days of making this project shine. It looks pretty great. Design wise I get stronger each day with how to make things look better. I am pleased with my progress.
Since we last met, I worked on my lawn, and started my allergies up. My eyes watered so bad, I didn't put my contacts in. Then the sneezing and sniffling began. Sigh. I'm back to glasses. I'll write more when time becomes available. Now a have a tepid Xerox tranning session to attend, in spite of the fact that i train people to use the damn machine all the time. Call it a management issue. With luck I will learn something new to report back about.
Sincerely,
Stacy
Since we last met, I worked on my lawn, and started my allergies up. My eyes watered so bad, I didn't put my contacts in. Then the sneezing and sniffling began. Sigh. I'm back to glasses. I'll write more when time becomes available. Now a have a tepid Xerox tranning session to attend, in spite of the fact that i train people to use the damn machine all the time. Call it a management issue. With luck I will learn something new to report back about.
Sincerely,
Stacy
Sunday, July 18, 2004
I suppose it's another Sunday, but as usuall, the drama twists and turns. My boss sent me a very passive-aggressive email, which tries to berate me. Since I know better, I won't take the bait. I could care less about him being mean-spirited, but he seems to flip out from time to time. Not even he can ruin my good day.
I have some work to do on a project I should have started Friday, but I goofed around, and lost some time. Typical me. If this power point class wasn't necessary, I don't think I'd take it. Enough whinning about it though. The work is do, so its do or don't time.
Song of the Day: "This Love" by Maroon 5. Why? I just downloaded the song from iTunes, and it's fresh in my ears. :-)
Thought of the Day: If people are testing your patience, then 'ef them. They have no power over your life whatsoever.
That, and the best revenge is living a good, productive life that can't be beaten by callous people.
Peace Y'all
I have some work to do on a project I should have started Friday, but I goofed around, and lost some time. Typical me. If this power point class wasn't necessary, I don't think I'd take it. Enough whinning about it though. The work is do, so its do or don't time.
Song of the Day: "This Love" by Maroon 5. Why? I just downloaded the song from iTunes, and it's fresh in my ears. :-)
Thought of the Day: If people are testing your patience, then 'ef them. They have no power over your life whatsoever.
That, and the best revenge is living a good, productive life that can't be beaten by callous people.
Peace Y'all
Thursday, July 15, 2004
I wish I wrote yesterday, but I was knee-deep in editing a videotape for my class presentation. With that being said, I also got my self some contact lenses. My God, I had no concept of how these things work. I also did't concieve of how I would blink so much. I am somewhat annoyed by the process, but the chance to see a whole lot better iwas too appealing to let go of.
It's real nice. Everything seems much brightere, even at night. LOL. Was I missing out on everything? I know most people can take their vision for granted, but since I am usually as blind as a bat, it made for a better triumph. It's so nice to see all around. :-)
Song of the Day: "Pink Casmere" by Prince. It's highly underrated, but a sexy Prince song nonetheless. it's always good to listen to.
It's real nice. Everything seems much brightere, even at night. LOL. Was I missing out on everything? I know most people can take their vision for granted, but since I am usually as blind as a bat, it made for a better triumph. It's so nice to see all around. :-)
Song of the Day: "Pink Casmere" by Prince. It's highly underrated, but a sexy Prince song nonetheless. it's always good to listen to.
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
Feeling a little down today, as I desperately search for alternate classes. I did have plans on leaning new software programs in the fall, but alsa that dream hass been dashed. After yesterday's post, I should be happier , however, it ain't easy. :-(
Didn't do much of anything. I don't feel like it. I need a day to mope about.
One co-worker didn't show up to work. She's a mess. She really needs to get her act together cause she's all no work, and all play. Must be nice.
Didn't do much of anything. I don't feel like it. I need a day to mope about.
One co-worker didn't show up to work. She's a mess. She really needs to get her act together cause she's all no work, and all play. Must be nice.
Monday, July 12, 2004
Hello all,
I was knee deep into a Powerpoint project, however, I should have taken to this task this week-end. It would have made it smoother to finish. The project's due on Thursday, so I believe I have the drop on this. Ha! Of course there's another project on the way for next week. It all but assures that I stay in front of the computer working.
I just got an e-mail about the interview I had two weeks ago. The job opening was "cancelled." The band for the job had been changed. I can re-apply when the job is up for grabs again. That sucks. I feel like life's trying to hold me hostage. Perhaps things are happening in a vacumm. The world is not out to get me. Not as long as I have the power to create, and the power to know love. I am invincible. Truth is, I cannot allow myself to feel defeated because of some setbacks. Mind you, it's rough sometimes.
Song of the Day: "Paradise" by Sade. Why? Sade has some of the best songs with the right mix of mellowness and sadness that can push you to feel something good. Paradise is where I'd love to be if I could.
I was knee deep into a Powerpoint project, however, I should have taken to this task this week-end. It would have made it smoother to finish. The project's due on Thursday, so I believe I have the drop on this. Ha! Of course there's another project on the way for next week. It all but assures that I stay in front of the computer working.
I just got an e-mail about the interview I had two weeks ago. The job opening was "cancelled." The band for the job had been changed. I can re-apply when the job is up for grabs again. That sucks. I feel like life's trying to hold me hostage. Perhaps things are happening in a vacumm. The world is not out to get me. Not as long as I have the power to create, and the power to know love. I am invincible. Truth is, I cannot allow myself to feel defeated because of some setbacks. Mind you, it's rough sometimes.
Song of the Day: "Paradise" by Sade. Why? Sade has some of the best songs with the right mix of mellowness and sadness that can push you to feel something good. Paradise is where I'd love to be if I could.
Sunday, July 11, 2004
Hello all,
I broke my glasses. I'm so upset! I'll have to make an appointment for Thursday top get my eyes examined, and a new pair. Right now I tried using some glue, but that didn't work. When the opportunity presents itself, I'm getting some contacts, so if I run into problems, I can switch out.
A friend told me that she's having a bad spot with another friend. She has a solution, and I hope it works out. Let's hope things stay calm.
I broke my glasses. I'm so upset! I'll have to make an appointment for Thursday top get my eyes examined, and a new pair. Right now I tried using some glue, but that didn't work. When the opportunity presents itself, I'm getting some contacts, so if I run into problems, I can switch out.
A friend told me that she's having a bad spot with another friend. She has a solution, and I hope it works out. Let's hope things stay calm.
Friday, July 09, 2004
I'm at work today, contemplating why I didn't use my sick leave today (It's cause I'd waste it). The library's all silent. Earlier this girl came in, on a cell phone, and blabbed ALL her business. He man was dumping her for someone else, and she didn't have the sense to carry that conversation elsewhere. She kept raising her voice, and getting upset. She'd excuse herself, come back in calm, then raise her voice again. She did this a few times, until she lfet for good.
I wonder about people who patron the library sometimes. It's like a bad mood day. LOL
It is H-O-T oustside. It's so hot I saw the devil outside hailing a cab. LOLOL!!!!!
Song of This Hot Sweatty Evening: "Take Me Out" by Franz Ferdinand. Why? The song , while not R & B, is slamming. I love to hear it. I've got to get that one for my iTunes collection.
I wonder about people who patron the library sometimes. It's like a bad mood day. LOL
It is H-O-T oustside. It's so hot I saw the devil outside hailing a cab. LOLOL!!!!!
Song of This Hot Sweatty Evening: "Take Me Out" by Franz Ferdinand. Why? The song , while not R & B, is slamming. I love to hear it. I've got to get that one for my iTunes collection.
It's early. it's a class day. Learned about creating business cards today. I need to get up and walk. My legs are stiff. I have to go to work today, to make up for the library being closed on Sunday. Boy is that fun. My only consolation is that the library is going to close at 6:00 PM tonight. I'll more than likely write another entry at work, 'cause nobody wants to be seen at the library on Fridays. LOL
Misplaced my ring today. I'll stop by the house before I run to work, and reclaim it.
Misplaced my ring today. I'll stop by the house before I run to work, and reclaim it.
Thursday, July 08, 2004
Today, I got to play with the color printer. This was to test it out. We may not keep it in the library, but it sure is great. Love it.
I may have to quit my job in order to fulfill my college obligations. I was was hoping FA would give me more loans, but they gave me work-study instead. I'll get a job on campus, but I'll more than likely have to get a second job, if they don't add something to the plate.
Sent a letter to the department head of the visual arts dept. Quite frankly they said my classes would be during the day in the fall, and that's n longer true. I hope she has a good explanation, 'cause I don't take quitting my job lightly. I may get irritated at work, but it's still my job, and I'd like to leave because I'm ready to, not because my had is forced.
The students at work don't have the proper paperwork to be on the job, so we had to send the home. the person who files the paperwork is conviently sick today. Even worse, I was told she had three weeks to get things straight. Now I have some students who may be peeved thay may not get their check as planeed. I hate when that happens. It puts me in a bad position.
Saw one of my fomer student workers. He's all tanned and shit from the sun. He's happy, which is good, and he went about his merry way. Another SA got an internship, so she won't be hanging around us for a while. I'm proud of both of them.
Another of my SA, whom I'll call "Drama Mamma," was loafing about. I spotted her yesterday. She looked sleepy, and appeared out of sorts. Gotta get that girl some No-Doze 'fore she falls on her face. Hopefully she's not in more drama. She's a sweet girl, I just like to see my students well.
Song of the Day: "Don't You Want Me?" by Jody Watley. It's 80's chic, and brings back memories of teen years. LOL. I'm getting up there, and I hope to get to grad scholl next fall. if I'm bitching about not being there around this time next year, y'all will know I'm pissed.
I may have to quit my job in order to fulfill my college obligations. I was was hoping FA would give me more loans, but they gave me work-study instead. I'll get a job on campus, but I'll more than likely have to get a second job, if they don't add something to the plate.
Sent a letter to the department head of the visual arts dept. Quite frankly they said my classes would be during the day in the fall, and that's n longer true. I hope she has a good explanation, 'cause I don't take quitting my job lightly. I may get irritated at work, but it's still my job, and I'd like to leave because I'm ready to, not because my had is forced.
The students at work don't have the proper paperwork to be on the job, so we had to send the home. the person who files the paperwork is conviently sick today. Even worse, I was told she had three weeks to get things straight. Now I have some students who may be peeved thay may not get their check as planeed. I hate when that happens. It puts me in a bad position.
Saw one of my fomer student workers. He's all tanned and shit from the sun. He's happy, which is good, and he went about his merry way. Another SA got an internship, so she won't be hanging around us for a while. I'm proud of both of them.
Another of my SA, whom I'll call "Drama Mamma," was loafing about. I spotted her yesterday. She looked sleepy, and appeared out of sorts. Gotta get that girl some No-Doze 'fore she falls on her face. Hopefully she's not in more drama. She's a sweet girl, I just like to see my students well.
Song of the Day: "Don't You Want Me?" by Jody Watley. It's 80's chic, and brings back memories of teen years. LOL. I'm getting up there, and I hope to get to grad scholl next fall. if I'm bitching about not being there around this time next year, y'all will know I'm pissed.
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
I wrote so little earlier. There was nothing to say. i did have to got to the FA office to straighten out any potential mess I may be in, only to learn I don't know how much aid I'm getting for the fall. it's like a top secret thing where I keep having to guess where thing lie. I am so tired of these classes messing with me. It's like a broad conspiricy to make me quit.
Played Powerball today. I got the numbers from a dream. LOL sounds silly? Why not. Those numers are as random as others. LOL. Sides it's fun, for all of five seconds.
Song of the Day: "How Can I Ease the Pain" by Lisa Fischer. I think this song is very sexual, and beautiful. I wonder if that was intentional?
Played Powerball today. I got the numbers from a dream. LOL sounds silly? Why not. Those numers are as random as others. LOL. Sides it's fun, for all of five seconds.
Song of the Day: "How Can I Ease the Pain" by Lisa Fischer. I think this song is very sexual, and beautiful. I wonder if that was intentional?
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
I took a few days off. But I guess you could tell by the silenece of my posts. The holidays were here, and I had a few days off from classes and working. It felt soooo good. I slept late, and loafed about. I planned a cook-out for the fourth, which I did. I marinated some steaks, and ribs the day before. I never used a grill before. I was so naive, I followed the instructions for the charcol, and used only 40 peices. LOL I nearly screwed myself BTW that coal burns far faster than I anticipated.
Anyways my mom inisted that my older bro to do something, so he took the cooking aspect away from me, and charred all the meats (even the hotdogs felt the sting of his grilling). All I did afterwards is make a real a real great pitcher of tea. It had the right blend of lemon, it was my best tea yet.
Some family members came over and stayed a long long time. It as nice to see them, and nice to see them gotoo. LOL
Had a discussion with my Aunt about who to vote for in the comming election. She doesn't like Kerry 'cause he's for same-sex marriages. So I'm like you'll vote for Bush. She's like yeah. I was turned off by that, but she's entitled to her choices. I do think she was being willfully ignorant though. She says same-sex relationships are wrong, but she put an equity on this "sin." I felt she was not representin.
Song of the Day: "Crush" by Zhane. I love this song because its smooth and elegant. It also happens to be true for many people.
Anyways my mom inisted that my older bro to do something, so he took the cooking aspect away from me, and charred all the meats (even the hotdogs felt the sting of his grilling). All I did afterwards is make a real a real great pitcher of tea. It had the right blend of lemon, it was my best tea yet.
Some family members came over and stayed a long long time. It as nice to see them, and nice to see them gotoo. LOL
Had a discussion with my Aunt about who to vote for in the comming election. She doesn't like Kerry 'cause he's for same-sex marriages. So I'm like you'll vote for Bush. She's like yeah. I was turned off by that, but she's entitled to her choices. I do think she was being willfully ignorant though. She says same-sex relationships are wrong, but she put an equity on this "sin." I felt she was not representin.
Song of the Day: "Crush" by Zhane. I love this song because its smooth and elegant. It also happens to be true for many people.
I took a few days off. But I guess you could tell by the silenece of my posts. The holidays were here, and I had a few days off from classes and working. It felt soooo good. I slept late, and loafed about. I planned a cook-out for the fourth, which I did. I marinated some steaks, and ribs the day before. I never used a grill before. I was so naive, I followed the instructions for the charcol, and used only 40 peices. LOL I nearly screwed myself BTW that coal burns far faster than I anticipated.
Anyways my mom inisted that my older bro to do something, so he took the cooking aspect away from me, and charred all the meats (even the hotdogs felt the sting of his grilling). All I did afterwards is make a real a real great pitcher of tea. It had the right blend of lemon, it was my best tea yet.
Some family members came over and stayed a long long time. It as nice to see them, and nice to see them gotoo. LOL
Had a discussion with my Aunt about who to vote for in the comming election. She doesn't like Kerry 'cause he's for same-sex marriages. So I'm like you'll vote for Bush. She's like yeah. I was turned off by that, but she's entitled to her choices. I do think she was being willfully ignorant though. She says same-sex relationships are wrong, but she put an equity on this "sin." I felt she was not representin.
Song of the Day: "Crush" by Zhane. I love this song because its smooth and elegant. It also happens to be true for many people.
Anyways my mom inisted that my older bro to do something, so he took the cooking aspect away from me, and charred all the meats (even the hotdogs felt the sting of his grilling). All I did afterwards is make a real a real great pitcher of tea. It had the right blend of lemon, it was my best tea yet.
Some family members came over and stayed a long long time. It as nice to see them, and nice to see them gotoo. LOL
Had a discussion with my Aunt about who to vote for in the comming election. She doesn't like Kerry 'cause he's for same-sex marriages. So I'm like you'll vote for Bush. She's like yeah. I was turned off by that, but she's entitled to her choices. I do think she was being willfully ignorant though. She says same-sex relationships are wrong, but she put an equity on this "sin." I felt she was not representin.
Song of the Day: "Crush" by Zhane. I love this song because its smooth and elegant. It also happens to be true for many people.
Saturday, July 03, 2004
Hello,
Almost didn't write anything, but between switching channels between Iron Chef and Road Rules, I thought I needed to do something positive. Went grocery shopping today. Bought things for cooking on the grill tomorrow. I marinated some steaks, and ribs. I bout some marinade that is really spicy. I didn't realize that untl I tasted it. LOL.
Caught up with a good friennd via phone. We joked for a while, then went on our seperate ways.
Song of the Day: Where My Girls At? by 702. Why? I just saw the vidoe, and I wanted to hear something that wasn't sad sounding. LOL
Almost didn't write anything, but between switching channels between Iron Chef and Road Rules, I thought I needed to do something positive. Went grocery shopping today. Bought things for cooking on the grill tomorrow. I marinated some steaks, and ribs. I bout some marinade that is really spicy. I didn't realize that untl I tasted it. LOL.
Caught up with a good friennd via phone. We joked for a while, then went on our seperate ways.
Song of the Day: Where My Girls At? by 702. Why? I just saw the vidoe, and I wanted to hear something that wasn't sad sounding. LOL
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
Tonight and tomorrow I will work on my new web sites. I was going to call my homepage "Stacy's House," or something like that, but the page is not just about my name. It's about me, and not naming everything after me. I did think of a nifty logo for "Stacy's House" I may use, but as a signature. I want the homepage to be original and raw. Y'know get the best of me in there, and let you know it's all good.
The rain subsided, and I went to lunch. Downtown floods so easily, and wcars slached water all over the side walk. If they wern't racing through the water, it wouldn't be so bad, but those bastards did, and I nearly got soaked several times.
I got some nachos, and a Sprite, and called that an evening. I tried out the Yahoo radio. The one where you customise the music. My taste is so eclectic, that I didn't know half the selections the radio was selecting for me. I got over that real fast. LOL
I've written three times today. That's a great thing. I feel great when i write, and I like that feeling.
Song of the Evening: Fall by Cree Summer. Why: It's a rock flavored tune that I like. It also represents my ecleticism well.
Thought of the Evening: Do not question everything. Somethings must be accepted as is.
Be well people, be well.
The rain subsided, and I went to lunch. Downtown floods so easily, and wcars slached water all over the side walk. If they wern't racing through the water, it wouldn't be so bad, but those bastards did, and I nearly got soaked several times.
I got some nachos, and a Sprite, and called that an evening. I tried out the Yahoo radio. The one where you customise the music. My taste is so eclectic, that I didn't know half the selections the radio was selecting for me. I got over that real fast. LOL
I've written three times today. That's a great thing. I feel great when i write, and I like that feeling.
Song of the Evening: Fall by Cree Summer. Why: It's a rock flavored tune that I like. It also represents my ecleticism well.
Thought of the Evening: Do not question everything. Somethings must be accepted as is.
Be well people, be well.
It looks ugly outside. There's a storm on the horizon. It looks so dark outside, I'd swear it was 9:00 PM already. I hate it when a storm brews, and I'm not home. It makes me a little nervous, 'cause a lot of people drive poorly in the rain. They speed like crazy. Caution gets thrown to the wind.
I got an offer for an interview. Don't want to jinx it, and I have yet to confirm the date, but needless to say it would allow me to take my late night classes if the opportunity presents itself. Also more pay would be fine, if possible. I'm praying for success.
Did some data entry for today. I mainly went over other people's work, as someone haphazzardly placed the info in the system. I checke and redid the info when necessary. it wasn't so bad. I liked it.
I wanted to buy Brandy's new CD, but decide to put that money elsewhgere. I may purchase a few tunes from itunes later next week, if time and money permits.
Song of the Evening: Friend of Mine by Kelly Price. I love to hear both the album and R. Kelly remix. Bad friends are the worst, and hearing songs about them is even better.
Peace y'all.
I got an offer for an interview. Don't want to jinx it, and I have yet to confirm the date, but needless to say it would allow me to take my late night classes if the opportunity presents itself. Also more pay would be fine, if possible. I'm praying for success.
Did some data entry for today. I mainly went over other people's work, as someone haphazzardly placed the info in the system. I checke and redid the info when necessary. it wasn't so bad. I liked it.
I wanted to buy Brandy's new CD, but decide to put that money elsewhgere. I may purchase a few tunes from itunes later next week, if time and money permits.
Song of the Evening: Friend of Mine by Kelly Price. I love to hear both the album and R. Kelly remix. Bad friends are the worst, and hearing songs about them is even better.
Peace y'all.
Hello,
I'm in class. I like to take this time to reflect on the day. It's soooo early. I'm going to go home soon. I may go to sleep. While yesterday, I avoided caffine, I still didn't get much sleep. That's a shame. I need a latte. It'll keep me awake. Turned in my homework assignment for today, which I did last night. Filled my car with gass today. I spent $15.05, but it's full. It should last me a week or so. Eveybody else pays like much much more. I guess their tank is huge.
Song of the Morning: This Love by Maroon 5. Why: I listened to it on the raido on my way to class. It was a good song to drive to.
I'm in class. I like to take this time to reflect on the day. It's soooo early. I'm going to go home soon. I may go to sleep. While yesterday, I avoided caffine, I still didn't get much sleep. That's a shame. I need a latte. It'll keep me awake. Turned in my homework assignment for today, which I did last night. Filled my car with gass today. I spent $15.05, but it's full. It should last me a week or so. Eveybody else pays like much much more. I guess their tank is huge.
Song of the Morning: This Love by Maroon 5. Why: I listened to it on the raido on my way to class. It was a good song to drive to.
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
People are paying me compliments on my shirt and hat today. Makes me feel good. I have a Superman logo on my shirt. Guess that makes me the man. LOL. Somebody didn't like the fact that I got comments, and started hating, and quite frankly it turned me off. I'm getting over that. I should get some more cool shirts, and let them hate harder. If I think about it what should I do anything different from today. I need to treat myself better than before.
I have decided that i should not allow other factors in life to constrain me. This means taking control of my life, time, and energies. I want to be able to project the right amount of energies into my talents. There should be no excuses, no explanations or justifications to others about what I do.
In the past I felt a need to please others, and I'm not happy. I'd like to get to a point where my happiness and life come first, and not last. I getting there.
Of course things don't happen overnight, and if I rememeber to do things the right way (put my needs and well-being first), then I can't possibly fail. It shall all work itself out, if I maintain the right course.
I'm developing two new websites. The first is my official home site. This site will contain photos, poetry, and liks galore. LOL. I want it to be my special site. The one I would want to design if I went to a professional and asked them to work on it.
The second will be a labor of love. It's a site dedicated to fine art. The details are still in the wash, but my background in art is my first love.
Song of the Day: Talk About Love by Brandy. It is really a cool song, and is right for the summer. If the opportunity presents itself, I'll purchase her new CD.
In the past I felt a need to please others, and I'm not happy. I'd like to get to a point where my happiness and life come first, and not last. I getting there.
Of course things don't happen overnight, and if I rememeber to do things the right way (put my needs and well-being first), then I can't possibly fail. It shall all work itself out, if I maintain the right course.
I'm developing two new websites. The first is my official home site. This site will contain photos, poetry, and liks galore. LOL. I want it to be my special site. The one I would want to design if I went to a professional and asked them to work on it.
The second will be a labor of love. It's a site dedicated to fine art. The details are still in the wash, but my background in art is my first love.
Song of the Day: Talk About Love by Brandy. It is really a cool song, and is right for the summer. If the opportunity presents itself, I'll purchase her new CD.
Monday, June 28, 2004
My Mom and Grandmother just had birthdays this week-end. I know they're happy. My got herslef a new counter top stove to celebrate her victory. LOL. I'm so proud of her. It was what she needed to complete her kitchen.
Talked with someone who was having some obcession/stalking problms. I know a little about people who don't know how to respect boundaries. They force you to be more agressive in responses. You can't be nice to some people, 'cause they seem to want to run all over you.
Have to tell my friend she's being to nice to the obcessed person. Let them know showing up on the job is not healthy at all. Respect is key to all friendships.
Album of the Week: Belly of the Sun, by Cassandra Wilson. While this moves me out of R & B, and into jazz, we can all use a change of pace, and Wilson's music is great, and has a mellower vibe. Also the live instruments are so cool to hear.
Talked with someone who was having some obcession/stalking problms. I know a little about people who don't know how to respect boundaries. They force you to be more agressive in responses. You can't be nice to some people, 'cause they seem to want to run all over you.
Have to tell my friend she's being to nice to the obcessed person. Let them know showing up on the job is not healthy at all. Respect is key to all friendships.
Album of the Week: Belly of the Sun, by Cassandra Wilson. While this moves me out of R & B, and into jazz, we can all use a change of pace, and Wilson's music is great, and has a mellower vibe. Also the live instruments are so cool to hear.
Sunday, June 27, 2004
Where to start today. I have freinds problems. One friend is not speaking to the rest, and creating a rift in our group. Needless to say some are taking it more personal than others. That's to be expected. It's pretty upsetting to see someone you know going through things, and they won't let you in at all. What's the deal with that?
Attempted to use the campus computer lab , but their Dreamweaver software kept crashing. I really went there because their computers have much more power than my laptop, but I might as well as stayed home. I did get to talk to a friend who had this crazy story of someone stalking someone else. I know the person doing the harrassing. It will get worse, that I know.
I attempted to listen to the "Damita Jo" cd a friend loaned me. I couldn't get into it. It's not Janet's best. Oh well. It doesn't make album of the week. LOL
Song of the day: My choice is "Golden Boys" by Res. If you listen to the lyrics, she sounds so disillusioned by people in high places. The beat kicks too.
Attempted to use the campus computer lab , but their Dreamweaver software kept crashing. I really went there because their computers have much more power than my laptop, but I might as well as stayed home. I did get to talk to a friend who had this crazy story of someone stalking someone else. I know the person doing the harrassing. It will get worse, that I know.
I attempted to listen to the "Damita Jo" cd a friend loaned me. I couldn't get into it. It's not Janet's best. Oh well. It doesn't make album of the week. LOL
Song of the day: My choice is "Golden Boys" by Res. If you listen to the lyrics, she sounds so disillusioned by people in high places. The beat kicks too.
Thursday, June 24, 2004
Yesterday I didn't wear a t-shirt under my main shirt. I felt funny, like I was walking around with no undies on. LOL. I know that may sound silly, but I am used to an undershirt beneath the shirt. It felt naughty, almost. I'm so old-fashioned. LOLOL!!!! I'll get myself out of that.
I'm still trying to figure out a solution to my class scheldue. It's not so successful. The only salvageable news is that I'll be done with the core classes this semester, and I may take my QuarkExpress class sooner.
The Library's louder than usual, for the summer that is. It's ok.
Song of the Day: Angel in Disguise by Brandy. Why? It's what's playing in my car.
I'm still trying to figure out a solution to my class scheldue. It's not so successful. The only salvageable news is that I'll be done with the core classes this semester, and I may take my QuarkExpress class sooner.
The Library's louder than usual, for the summer that is. It's ok.
Song of the Day: Angel in Disguise by Brandy. Why? It's what's playing in my car.
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
I didn't write yesterday. I'm such a slacker. I know I'm writing today. LOL. Nonethelss the day was filled with some pretty blah moments and I had cabbage and rice on my break as food. I'm outta cash this week, so whatever's home will have to do for me. These weeks can be limiting, when the funds are low. A friend gave me an apple. I'll snack on that later. I've also been munching on some crackers. I can't say I'm starving, or hungry lol. I got what I needed. :-)
Song of the Day: Golden Boys by Res. Why, 'cause The lyrics are deeper than I thought, and the beat brings it on home.
Song of the Day: Golden Boys by Res. Why, 'cause The lyrics are deeper than I thought, and the beat brings it on home.
Monday, June 21, 2004
I didn't write yesterday. I was real lazy. So lazy that I didn't do much of anything constructive. I am fustrated still that the hours for Fall semseter's classes are late in the evening. I'm at the mercy of somebody playing with the admin system. LOL. I'm very pissed.
This is a skimpy post, and I don't feel muck like writing anything, but I musn't miss two days, 'cause that's when it becomes three, four and five days. Such a sad cycle of nothiness. I did want to work on a writing project, and may do so later in the evening.
Song of the Day: I did have something to write about today. "The Beautiful Ones" by Prince. Why, cause it's on heavy rotation on my iTunes, and old school Prince is great Prince.
This is a skimpy post, and I don't feel muck like writing anything, but I musn't miss two days, 'cause that's when it becomes three, four and five days. Such a sad cycle of nothiness. I did want to work on a writing project, and may do so later in the evening.
Song of the Day: I did have something to write about today. "The Beautiful Ones" by Prince. Why, cause it's on heavy rotation on my iTunes, and old school Prince is great Prince.
Saturday, June 19, 2004
I'm working on my portfolio web page. I wanted a link to my blogg, but I forgot the address. Since I had to visit my sitre, I might as well write something. Cooked stir-fdry today. It didn't get as involved as I thought. It was neat, (mostly) clean, and painless. I love that in a meal. I cooked enough for two days, so we'll see how long it lasts.
For breakfast I ate the last two slices of leftover pizza. It was good. The crust was a little tough as I mic'ed it too long. Later on I have to get my cat some food, as he is already out of the bag I bought a couple of weeks ago.
It's obnoxiously hot outside, but I gotta get stuff done, then I gotta take some asprin 'cause my head's hurtin' somthing fierce.
Chill, Y'all
Album of the Week: "Secrets" By Toni Braxton. Why? Because it's her best work. There are a lot of great songs on there, and the way I'm playing the CD, you'd think I never heard the songs before. LOL. Seriously, Toni lays down a lot of hot tracks on this CD, and she has a great voice. The qualty of music, lyrics, and voice are the best.
For breakfast I ate the last two slices of leftover pizza. It was good. The crust was a little tough as I mic'ed it too long. Later on I have to get my cat some food, as he is already out of the bag I bought a couple of weeks ago.
It's obnoxiously hot outside, but I gotta get stuff done, then I gotta take some asprin 'cause my head's hurtin' somthing fierce.
Chill, Y'all
Album of the Week: "Secrets" By Toni Braxton. Why? Because it's her best work. There are a lot of great songs on there, and the way I'm playing the CD, you'd think I never heard the songs before. LOL. Seriously, Toni lays down a lot of hot tracks on this CD, and she has a great voice. The qualty of music, lyrics, and voice are the best.
Thursday, June 17, 2004
What's up all. I had the best sleep last night. I actually got to sleep LATE. Can you beleive it? I had a day to sleep until 11:00 AM. I'm so satisfied. LOL I also started writing ideas for a new story i can't tell y'all 'bout 'cause I really just have random thoughts about. If I ever work it out, I'll share.
Tomorrow I have an early class, but I'll go to bed early tonight to offset that miserable I don't wanna get outta bed feelings I get in the morning. I just hate rolling out of bed. I'm still a night person.
Song of the Day: "Naughty Girl" By Beyonce. It has the right beat to pump in my ride. Love to hear it.
Tomorrow I have an early class, but I'll go to bed early tonight to offset that miserable I don't wanna get outta bed feelings I get in the morning. I just hate rolling out of bed. I'm still a night person.
Song of the Day: "Naughty Girl" By Beyonce. It has the right beat to pump in my ride. Love to hear it.
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
I had a topic, but then I forgot it while driving aroud. LOL
Got a haircut today. Boy did I need it. My hair looked a mess. LOL. My beard was outta control. It got cut proper, and looks good. I love that.
Song of the day: "Let It Flow" by Toni Braxton, cause the song says what I need to hear, which is to let all the negative pass me by.
Got a haircut today. Boy did I need it. My hair looked a mess. LOL. My beard was outta control. It got cut proper, and looks good. I love that.
Song of the day: "Let It Flow" by Toni Braxton, cause the song says what I need to hear, which is to let all the negative pass me by.
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
Once again, I feel lazy, which means I must write something. LOL Amazing how inspiration can change at certian moments.
They've posted the hours for fall classes. Don't you know every class I want is in the evenings. I'm a little saddned by this, since I wanted all day classes, it would work well with my evening job. So now I have to find a way to work with this, so I can make some money, and advance my edu. I feel so conflicted. That sucks.
I paid for my cat to get his shots and a bath. I paid waaaaay too much money. If he wasn't loved, I wouldn't do it, so I don't mind doing it, but it did put a dent in my wallet. Fortunately, I have most of my bills paid already, and one heafty car note. Can't do without the ride, especially sinces it's a good ride. LOL.
They've posted the hours for fall classes. Don't you know every class I want is in the evenings. I'm a little saddned by this, since I wanted all day classes, it would work well with my evening job. So now I have to find a way to work with this, so I can make some money, and advance my edu. I feel so conflicted. That sucks.
I paid for my cat to get his shots and a bath. I paid waaaaay too much money. If he wasn't loved, I wouldn't do it, so I don't mind doing it, but it did put a dent in my wallet. Fortunately, I have most of my bills paid already, and one heafty car note. Can't do without the ride, especially sinces it's a good ride. LOL.
Monday, June 14, 2004
Have you noticed that some people settle for less,never hoping to rise above their current situation? After hearing some people say how we should be grateful to have a job, and more along the same lines. What I got from that was that if I'm working a dead-end job, I should be happy with that. If I don't like the relationship I'm in, I should be happy I have someone I'm with. What is that?
Nowhere did anyone mention that there is room for improvement. That you don't have to settle. Use the dead end job as a stepping stone. If the relationship is not healthy, then leave. I don't want to have crumbs on the table, I want a whole dinner. I don't have a fixed "place" at the bottom of the barrell. I should be rising to the top.
My goal is to remember that I must improve my living and finical status. I will grow, I shall rise, and take my place as a leader, not a follower. We gotta do for ourselves, 'cause too many people are treating us like we're not supposed to have feelings or desire.
Besides, why waste God given talent and drive.
Nowhere did anyone mention that there is room for improvement. That you don't have to settle. Use the dead end job as a stepping stone. If the relationship is not healthy, then leave. I don't want to have crumbs on the table, I want a whole dinner. I don't have a fixed "place" at the bottom of the barrell. I should be rising to the top.
My goal is to remember that I must improve my living and finical status. I will grow, I shall rise, and take my place as a leader, not a follower. We gotta do for ourselves, 'cause too many people are treating us like we're not supposed to have feelings or desire.
Besides, why waste God given talent and drive.
Sunday, June 13, 2004
Saw Terminator 3 last night. It was ok. The audi for my HBO is horrible though. Why am I paying for this thing if tt doesn't work?
I'm getting hungry. What to make for dinner, I wonder. I'll think about it more.
Yesterday me and my friends were talking about people in sucky relationships. we've come to the realization that it's all about denial, and beleiving that things will be different for someone dating an asshole. Go figure. Little bits of life, eh.
I'm getting hungry. What to make for dinner, I wonder. I'll think about it more.
Yesterday me and my friends were talking about people in sucky relationships. we've come to the realization that it's all about denial, and beleiving that things will be different for someone dating an asshole. Go figure. Little bits of life, eh.
I don't wanna write, which means I have to write at least five sentences. I have some ideas for a project, which I have been hand writing, and I have homework that needs to be completed. As I write this, I'm trying to not look at the keys. It's tricky, but I can do this. LOL. Man you just gotta love praticing, cause it can only make me better.
I wrote this journal entry.
I wrote this journal entry.
Thursday, June 10, 2004
My boss just shushed us. LOL. Now I have to find something quiet to do. Namely I decide that it was time for today's entry. Aftewords during lunch I can sing "Swing Low, Sweet Chariot." It may take the edge off of massa's commands.
I woke up the morning with my eye burning. I got allergies bad this week. Man, it was hurting something crazy. My intention was to call my professor, so I could get her help on a particular topic. I found out my e-mail never reached her, so I sent it again. e-mails are crazy sometimes, aren't they. I get they get lost like some letters do in the mail.
I tried the "Java Chip" at Starbucks today. Not my usual vanilla latte, but it's different. I've been doing coffee all this week. Better slow it down 'fore I become wired and nervous. All I need to be is a mess by tomorrow.
I'm going to have Chinese for lunch, or at least that what I'm thinking about. General Tso's chicken from Chopsticks is the best I've had. Wore my straw hat today. People love this hat. i get the best reaction from thius hat. I should get my hair cut, so I can stop wearing hats all day. Straw is more comrotable, but useless when it rains, like it did an hour ago.
I woke up the morning with my eye burning. I got allergies bad this week. Man, it was hurting something crazy. My intention was to call my professor, so I could get her help on a particular topic. I found out my e-mail never reached her, so I sent it again. e-mails are crazy sometimes, aren't they. I get they get lost like some letters do in the mail.
I tried the "Java Chip" at Starbucks today. Not my usual vanilla latte, but it's different. I've been doing coffee all this week. Better slow it down 'fore I become wired and nervous. All I need to be is a mess by tomorrow.
I'm going to have Chinese for lunch, or at least that what I'm thinking about. General Tso's chicken from Chopsticks is the best I've had. Wore my straw hat today. People love this hat. i get the best reaction from thius hat. I should get my hair cut, so I can stop wearing hats all day. Straw is more comrotable, but useless when it rains, like it did an hour ago.
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
I wasn't going to write today, since I have so tired, but after sufin' the net a little, I decided to get off my lazy duff and write something. I should forewarn that I may skip Fridays, and some Saturdays for personal reasons. Really, on those days if I touch the computer and go online, I just may have to write, but on those days I'm resting from work and classes. I don't wanna see a damn machine.
Yesterday, a co-worker said she had to go home 'cause she left her dog in the house. I suppose if a rainbow had hit the sky she might have to leave us today. Alas, no rainbow, no retreat.
The libray is obnoxiously silent. It's too quiet. The only real sound I hear is the tapping of the keys. I wondering if I'm typing too loud for the patrons? Circulation is almost capable of running itself when it's this inactive. All I do is answer questions about times open/close, and computer lab locations. Phone hasn't rung in a while. I take it that's good.
Took a test today in my computer graphics class. I still think multiple choice is a bad way to desmostrate knowledge of software. Weshould have projects to complete, and be judged on that, but I got an "A," so I shan't bitch too much about that.
Yesterday, a co-worker said she had to go home 'cause she left her dog in the house. I suppose if a rainbow had hit the sky she might have to leave us today. Alas, no rainbow, no retreat.
The libray is obnoxiously silent. It's too quiet. The only real sound I hear is the tapping of the keys. I wondering if I'm typing too loud for the patrons? Circulation is almost capable of running itself when it's this inactive. All I do is answer questions about times open/close, and computer lab locations. Phone hasn't rung in a while. I take it that's good.
Took a test today in my computer graphics class. I still think multiple choice is a bad way to desmostrate knowledge of software. Weshould have projects to complete, and be judged on that, but I got an "A," so I shan't bitch too much about that.
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
Monday, June 07, 2004
It's me again. Went to dinner with my family yesterday. We went to a stakehouse. It was sooooo good. LOL. I was stuffed. Of course, I ordered steak. I got a big one. Man, I enjoyed myself. I won't do that for a while. LOL
When coming from work, yesterday, I saw the damnedest thing. This guy was on the street with an erection going. He looked like he was going to pop outta his pants. I suppose it's pervert season near/at the library. He really should go home with all that. I kept walking. I didn't need to see any more.
I've seen and heard worse on the job. Guys exposing themselves to library patrons. This seems to come with the summer time.
I remember last year when a guy exposed himself upstairs, and I asked the young woman if she wanted to call public saftey. She said "no," but I had to insit she call. because she saw the incident, not me. My boss took the conversation over, and afterwards tried to chastise me and my co-worker for not reacting "quick enough." He also insisted that we were laughing at the woman (which was very untrue).
God, he was so out of line. I let him know I did what was required, and I think he was mad at me for doing my job and standing up for myself. THAT is why sometimes my job sucks.
When coming from work, yesterday, I saw the damnedest thing. This guy was on the street with an erection going. He looked like he was going to pop outta his pants. I suppose it's pervert season near/at the library. He really should go home with all that. I kept walking. I didn't need to see any more.
I've seen and heard worse on the job. Guys exposing themselves to library patrons. This seems to come with the summer time.
I remember last year when a guy exposed himself upstairs, and I asked the young woman if she wanted to call public saftey. She said "no," but I had to insit she call. because she saw the incident, not me. My boss took the conversation over, and afterwards tried to chastise me and my co-worker for not reacting "quick enough." He also insisted that we were laughing at the woman (which was very untrue).
God, he was so out of line. I let him know I did what was required, and I think he was mad at me for doing my job and standing up for myself. THAT is why sometimes my job sucks.
Sunday, June 06, 2004
Yesterday, there was some rennovating about the house. I was so sleepey when the people came to work, that I slept through their time here. I got up, and they were ready to work on the windows. Lord, my room looked a mess. I had to scramble and make things look neater, so they could get though and finish the windows. The windows look nice now. LOL :-)
Bought new blinds for the windows. One of them doesn't fit my window. Have to take it back today, and get a larger one. Talk about anti-climatic. LOL
Still working on my porfolio for graduate school. I also want to take more photography classes, so I can expand upon some ideas I have about creativity.
An ex-friend called me recently, but I don't think I want to talk to her anymore. A lot of things have changed between us. Namely the fact that she tried to start a conversation as if nothing has happened between us to make us stop speaking to each other. What does she really want? I don't thin I'll ever ask. I don't want to know.
Bought new blinds for the windows. One of them doesn't fit my window. Have to take it back today, and get a larger one. Talk about anti-climatic. LOL
Still working on my porfolio for graduate school. I also want to take more photography classes, so I can expand upon some ideas I have about creativity.
An ex-friend called me recently, but I don't think I want to talk to her anymore. A lot of things have changed between us. Namely the fact that she tried to start a conversation as if nothing has happened between us to make us stop speaking to each other. What does she really want? I don't thin I'll ever ask. I don't want to know.
My life as a Graphic Designer
How many goals are there in life? How can one flourish or fail? I'm thinking of adding some additional skills to my roster. True to form, I'm paninking about how I can fit all of the things I want to fit into my schedule. I know, however that if I allow myself to think about my ideas over a week or two, a solution will emerge.
It's funny, but moment I wrote about my crisis, the panic faded away. Life is good.
How many goals are there in life? How can one flourish or fail? I'm thinking of adding some additional skills to my roster. True to form, I'm paninking about how I can fit all of the things I want to fit into my schedule. I know, however that if I allow myself to think about my ideas over a week or two, a solution will emerge.
It's funny, but moment I wrote about my crisis, the panic faded away. Life is good.
Thursday, June 03, 2004
Hello,
My home's in the process of being repaired. It's been getting me up early. Boy am I tired. LOL. I just need to get my bearings. I'm also hoping to get myself working on some new theories. I wrote them down, and we'll see what I can work with in the future.
They're cleaning the carpet at work today. It's slippery. I hope not to fall down. I'll stay in one spot. LOL That's it. One spot.
My home's in the process of being repaired. It's been getting me up early. Boy am I tired. LOL. I just need to get my bearings. I'm also hoping to get myself working on some new theories. I wrote them down, and we'll see what I can work with in the future.
They're cleaning the carpet at work today. It's slippery. I hope not to fall down. I'll stay in one spot. LOL That's it. One spot.
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
I'm at work. Nothing new. Last night I worked on my HTML portfolio. the work is slow, but steady. Classes start today. My Mpowepoint class is online, so I didn't have to get up early. Tomorrow is my Illustrator class. I do have to be up early for that. LOL. I'm such a night person. How do I get into thes ethings? It's for a good cause, so I shan't whine too much about it.
atched CSI Miami last night. I love that show. Also got to watch some reruns of Law and Order. Stayed up late watching the history of barbarians on History Chanel. It was so goo, and I should have wnet to bed.
atched CSI Miami last night. I love that show. Also got to watch some reruns of Law and Order. Stayed up late watching the history of barbarians on History Chanel. It was so goo, and I should have wnet to bed.
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