Disoriented

Woke up, and kinda don't know how to act. I want coffee, and I promised myself to drink three glasses of water as well. It's hard for me to drink a glass of water in the morn. 

Sleep pattern was off for the last few days. Woke up anywhere from 7:00 AM to 9:00 AM. I have been going to sleep between 11:00 PM to 12:00 AM. Usually I don't fall asleep until 2:00 AM. I'm a mess. 

Wednesday

I'm up and about writing. I need to do something positive. It should be awesome. I'm gonna keep being productive, and revising and updating. 

It's cool today. Feels nice. I'm enjoying this sensation. It makes my day. 

Migraine

Woke up with neck pain that leads to a migraine. It's slowly fading away. I rather work on some projects, but one step at a time. I need to get my head working. Inshould also make up my bed. It sounds overly simplistic, but a made bed starts a day with a kind of energy that's positive and upbeat. So later, migraine. I have to get stuff done.  

Morning

I'm up earlier than expected. Nature called, and afterwards I went to lay back down. Not that there's anything pressing to do at the moment. When I do rise, it's time for a job search. I'm  sleepy again. How apt. 

The Early Bird

I feel like a hot mess. Need a glass of water or two before I get my day going. Somewhere after that, coffee might fall into the mix. I feel like a mess. I'm gonna get a couple of errands done, and work on my writing. Gotta keep plugging away, or nothing gets done. 

Early

I feel that stinging in my eye, which is the stuff of allergies. Hopefully it will pass soon. Not out of bed yet. Need to drink much more water today, as I failed to drink much of it yesterday. Yesterday's coffee was nasty (wrong non-dairy creamer). I loathe bad creamer. I'd rather not have coffee if I can't get something decent in the mix. 

Revising

Tried to revise a post for my CINEs blog, but that stalled. Apparently I need to not look at it for a short while. Sitting in the rocking chair outside. Dusted it off with a rag to get rid of excess pollen. Needed to go outside, even if for five mins and chill. Then I dicided to write this post. It's cool in the shade, and warm in the sun. I can relax a little. 

Waiting

Sometimes waiting is good. I like waiting. Stuffed my face with a meat lovers omelette. Couldn't finish it. Killed the toast (with strawberry jam), the hash browns, and drank a part of the water. I'm ready to relax now. Don't know if I can do much more at the moment as the food coma cometh. Fortunately I wrote this out. As mundane as this post is, I got it done. 

Thursday

As I sit in this chair and look down at the keyboard, I'm reminded that updates don't type themselves.  Commitment is tricky, but it can be good. I slipped in the updates, so getting back is promising. I need to keep writing.  I feel like I have nothing to say, but that's wrong. My mind is simply in a state of chaos. It needs some settling, or I need to figure a way to get myself focused. 

Distracted

Today is one of those days when outside forces seem to take holed of everything, and serve as distractions. On top of that, the moment I had something to say via writing, I had more distractions. What is worse if I didn't want to feel obnoxious and put on headphones, but I should.  

Now that I've returned from errands, that had to have complications, now I sit here and want headphones. I need sleep. At this point I want to be left alone to mellow out. No need for tv shows or talking. Just some peace and quiet. 

Late in the Day

The weather's been cold, wet, and rainy. Yesterday it was warm, then cool, then rainy. Once the rain came into play, I stayed as dry as possible. It's a pain when it gets to that discomfort of the cooling effects of weather. Dunno when the weather will uplift. It's kinda a pain in the tush. The only good thing I can think of is the rain washes some of the pollen off of things. The silver lining was found. There we go. 

Mica Paris - Let Me Inside

Back To Writing

I promised myself two things: one is to keep working on the novel I started. The second is to upkeep my personal blog.  The personal blog always gets the short end of the stick, and since I'm procrastinating a little, I might as well get a blog post in.  

I must be fair. I did write a few hundred words this morning. I also started writing more while sitting out in the patio.  It's been cool, breezy, and rainy outside.  Since there was a chance that it would be bug-biting free for a short time, and I wanted a break from my laptop, I took to writing outside. I'm happy to collect myself, or refresh as the case may be, and get some things done.  

I did manage to write three paragraphs for the novel, so it isn't me 100% slacking off. I'd like to get a couple more paragraphs written while I'm outside to at least call what I'm doing more of a success. So my procrastinating allowed me to fulfill a promise as well as keep writing. Not bad for the first part of the day. 

Mellow Days

My head's not in the creative game today. It's rather disconcerting. Was hoping for some magic today in regards to writing. I feel a bit lost. I need to do something constructive. I need to be constructive. Perhaps another one word at a time day. This is like a bad shadow that looms too much. I will endeavor to keep marching through the woes. 

Today

I must write something today on this blog, so let's go. Applied to more jobs yesterday, and it's been impressive the amount of assessment tests many applications have.  Might as well go through them. It's just a phase to. Go through, like a bad game of time consumption for no other reason that someone said you should. 

Today is nice, minus the pollen, which I hate.  It coats everything and it's nasty. Of course, my allergies make things even more troubling. I hate that this has happened, but I gotta go through it all. Could be worse, I suppose. Pollen could be layered on the ground like snowfall. Then what the heck would any allergy sufferer do? 

No Title

I'm supposed to write something on this here post. Today I'm having cabbage, rice, and beef stew. It tastes good, and I know cause I had it yesterday. It should be even better today. I need to go write more, which I haven't done well at all. This post has some plus and fail moments. I dun not how to smoothe it out yet. I say this as I sip my tea. 

PRODUCTION UPDATE - Bee and PuppyCat: The Series

Today's Writing

Nearly forgot to write something here. It's gonna be a one word at a time post. Today. Watching Robocop 2 like its brand new to me. Not so brand new if I'm blogging while watching.  Maybe "comfort movie" is a better way to describe today's movie. Something blatantly satirical about this film that went over my head as a child, that I'm seeing now. A committee that wants a softer, kinder Robocop seems perverse and banal, yet it holds a little true. What an interesting moment in a film.  That and it predicted the bankruptcy of Detroit, and the hubris of corporate America's involvement in the degradation of states. 

BEGINNiNGS: Setting a Story in Motion

The Toxic Purge

One thing I do these days is remind myself negative thoughts are bad for my well-being, and counterproductive. They truly lower the enjoyment, and block creative juices, unless I find a way to channel negatives into a positive. I have yet to do that, and if it doesn't yield goodness and blessings, it has to be purged. So I banish negative thoughts from my mind. Don't need them to start my day. I'm praying for better quality of living and enjoyment of life.