A Song For The Sleep Deprived

I'm so tired, but something makes me wake up at like 3:00 AM and I'm hard pressed to get back to sleep. I think it's the Clariton I'm taking. Ever since i took it, I've been all messed up. I need a good night's sleep. Promised myself that after I check my e-mail I'm going to bed.

I hate not being able to sleep. I am able to work, and function, so I'm not complaining, but this could quickly turn to stress for me.

Listening to Can't Nobody by kelly Rowland. Such a hot song. Love to hear it.

Fighting The Allergies

Decided to clean some of my room, so I could at least remove some of the clutter that thye dust settles on. I did good, I think. I didn't have a serious allergy attack while doing it either. I was more than relieved. I am going to get myself an air filter so that I can get myself some better air while in my room. Cleaning up felt good. I did throw out a lot of junk. I am not going to miss it.

In the middle of Law & Order. Hadn't been watching all of it, but there's a horse thief, and a murder.

Darned Allergies

I've got 'em so bad, that I all I could do was lay low for yesterday. I so wanted to post, but I was like sinus pressure, runny nose, and watery eyes was not my idea of a good time. I rested a lot. Did nopthing. Good thing I took a day off work. I can rest as I need to.

Cooked after all my woes. Spagetti, no less. I needed to eat. If I didn't I'd have felt worse. "nuff for now. Gotta go catch up on some e-mails.

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The Prince of Everything

It's been quite a week. Still got a missing cat. Went out to dinner FAR too many times this week with co-works. I'm like damn, I DO have another week to go before I get a paycheck. Stupid me. Nobody can take that blame but me. Still got some bills to pay also.

Went to Red Lobster today. The service sucked so bad. No tip! I did go out last night to Charley's. Dacquri and a sampler platter to cap my night off. No OT tonight. Had to get out of the building. Situations are so stupid. I had no time to sort out other peeps' shit.

They Cleaned The Bathroom!!!!!!

I went into the batroom last night at work, and it smelled like they cleaned it this time!!!! I'm so impressed. For a while that damn b-room smelled like a horse stall (pun intended). Either they fired the old cleaner, or he/she got on the ball. I'm very pleased with that.

Calls have been great this week. Even people with problems have been cool. I like that. The job is going smooth as far as dealing with people. I like that. Taking a few days next week. I wanted to. I needed to not feel like I all I did was answer phones and solve problems. I need to clean my home, and do my laundry.

Lord, there is theis local story of an old prison. This woman loooking over the site used the word throbbing and jail in the same sentence. I suppose an old prison would be exciting, but a throbbing expereince? On that note I'm outta here. I hope to write some more after I get off from work, but that depends on what I do when I sign out.

People Can See My Face Now

Now that I wear contacts, I'm getting more notice from people. Particullarly the ladies. I guess all they saw was my binoculars on my face before. LOL. I did notice the difference though. While cleaning my contacts, I put on my glasses, and peeped myself in the mirror. All I saw was my glasses. Oh my God that was my whole face!!!!! I vowed not to be seen outside with my glasses on again. Let's see if I can keep the promise.

No sign of my cat yet. I'm so hurt. Try not to think of him, but I still do. Max, wherever you are, I hope you're safe.

I have a project I have to finish tonight. Waiting for the computer lab to be cleared. I need that.

Went to the gym today. Me and a co-worker were like we need to go so we can get out money worth out of or Verizon Wireless benefits. It was cool. I did 40 mins of exercise. It felt great. At least every monday I will be going to the gym, so I can get better. Time will tell the end result.

Went out with a friend Sunday. We were catching up. We're cool. I like that. I need to catch up with other firends too.

My Cat Ran Away

Dammit. My cat ran away. He's been gone for two weeks. I am soooo upset. I'm hoping he'll stroll back through the door, but after two weeks, my hope is dwindling. I'm trying not to think about him, but I am upset.

Work ahs be ok this week. Been doing ovetime all week. Made a promise to self to only do three days of overtime a week, instead of five. I won't do Fridays and Satrurdays anymore. Calls have gotten better, even though my supervisor says I need to be more confidant than I am at this point. That means stop worrying about my service level.

Yesterday at work was semi ok. I should have drank more water than sodda. I felt like the day dragged. OT didn't help either, but I digress....that day is done.

Put on my glasses today, as opposed to the contacts, and I looked different to myself. LOL. I am a whole different person. Don't like the glasses anymore. I had them for years, but I prefer my non-glasses look more. Makes me feel better.

Did Somebody Say Sunday?

My days are all screwed up. I think it's Saturday. LOL Poor me. The job has created a shift differance for me. I have yet to adjust. I'm sure I can make it. I do have tomorrow off. That I do know for sure. What to do with my time.... REST OT is a bitch.

Listening to Amerie now. It's got me pumped. I'm so feeing her song "1 Thing." Spent the day with a freind as we talked. She started her own graphic design biz. Told her when she launched her site, then let me know so add a link to her stie. Meeka's the bomb. Woman's a pro when it comes to Adobe Illustrator. I tell her she's gonna blow up, and sell big time. I need 2 start my own biz. Be like her. Meeka rules!

Showed some old artwork off to a friend. Wish i was still painting again. I so miss it.

Off To Work

I do hate working the week-ends, but I gotta pay the bills. Customer service has changed for me overnight. I'll keep my professionalism. It's what I do. I gottsa go get ready, but I know this day will be better than the others. Why? Because I've reached a point I'm not satisfied with the level of work and quality. Also I will not have this job, or the customers stressing me. That's not cool.

I do need to relax and unstress myself. That's tomorrow. I do have to meet up with a pal tomorrow, and a couple of favors to come through on.

Life is great. I'm goinna make things work out for me. I insist!!!!

Change Will Do Me Good

Hell yeah,

I just felt like doing something radical, and for me that means creting something, or fucking it up. I have decided that I am living for myself, and that I can get a whole lot done if I stop worring about the useless shit. I know I can do better for myself. Besides I have an inclination that change is comming very very soon. I can tell you that it's better than feeling complacent.

Oh, peep the links please. I will add more as time permits.

Working Blues

Love customer services, but sometimes it really bothers me to serve people. I got two escallated calls today, on top of that I had to clean up other reps' messes, which took nearly all my day. That's just crazy mad drama. My life is drama.

...Then I get over it. Somethings are just to stiupid to be caught up in. Really. Hopefully people will learn to be better. I'd like to think that's what will happen.

I need to treat myself. Something nice. Maybe I just need to unwind with a movie or a good book, get lost in something other than the job. I should get the pastels out and start drawing again.

I do have some new video games to get lost in.

I'm Doing OT This Week

I'm doing overtime so I can add some extra cash to my account. Got a lot of people whinning about their bill, and some people who just want service. I help them all. A friend says I'm too nice on the phone. I know that niceness makes the service better. I like that. I also want people to feel like I do care for their opinions. It's rough sometimes, but I think a major part of customer service is being kind.

I'd love to think that I can do all I need to by being nice. That does not mean total pushover. It means I'll try nice first, before I try aggerssion.