Fess Up!!!

I have finished revising my short story!!!!!!!

It's been trying. This is the one story I wrote that was very personal. I incorporated many elements from my daily life and living. After I wrote it, I put this story away. After all, who'd be interested in my life. I'm so boring, right? LOL

To be honest, this has been my favorite written story. It felt real to me when I read it back to myself. The story had heart and soul. When I wrote before, I was trying to write anticipating what other people may want to read. Its not that my other works of fiction didn't have elements of reality, but I tried to keep them distant and less personal. In many ways, I felt vulnerable. I opened a door that exposed me more than I cared to. That seems so silly when I think back on how much I loved the story.

I kept the story just for me. It was and obscure on my laptop. I decided to dust it off after moving to Savannah, and looking at all the items on my laptop. I still don't know who'd be interested in this story, but its as edited as its going to get.

Now I will submit it to Glimmer Train (literary mag dedicated to new writers). The waiting game will begin shortly.

I Miss Charleston

This is not a whinny "I wanna go back and live in Chucktown" post, but rather a declaration of needing to touch base with my family, friends, and my old stomping grounds. Its the makings of a road trip for me. That's how I feel at the moment. I will make sure to get my ride tuned up next month, so I can spend a few days with my family and possibly go out with my pals.

I have a headache. I need to drink more water. I had this caffeene rush after downing a java chip frappachino. I had to have the largest cup from Starbucks too. LOL. I needed a treat. I was so sluggish this morning, and I wanted some oomph to my day. I've been busy with all sorts of duties, so I wanted to have something on the rich side.

I love my life, no matter how bad things get, I have to take account that there are MANY good things that can happen. Thank the Lord I have so many blessings.

Revise, Revise, Revise

I am in the middle of doing revisions. I'll post later.

Be At Your Best

Yesterday was a work day. All was fine until we started closing the buildiing. I explained to all that we were closing, and the patrons needed to wrap up what they were doing and leave. Two people held me up. the first was a guy who said to me he couldn't get his disk out of the computer. I helped him. It was no problem. he didn't want to break the rules. he wanted his disk back. no sweat.

Next to him was this chick who was like "You WILL have to wait five more mins until I AM DONE."

For those who know me, I have an even temperment, so I kept my cool. I let this chick know that when I say we're closed, we are closed. No exceptions. She got pissed and left. One thing some people seem to miss is that I am in charge. I am the supervisor. I am responsible for the building. It needs to be closed at a specific time. You want something, you have to follow the guidelines. Otherwise you can speak to the dean after the public saftey officer writes you up and you have go before the dean to get back into the building. Your choice.

For the record, most people obey the rules. They understand when I say time to go, its time to go. What was funny is this chick was telling me what I was going to do. Furthermore she told me "I pay a LOT of money to go to this school..." What the F**k oes that mean? Are you throwing that in my face that you paid a lot of money? How does that work? I pay a lot of money to go to the school too. I am not impressed. ROFLMAO!!!!!

I sent my supervisor an email and the day staff so they knew about this. I have a strong feeling people like this come back, start crying and saying people are mean to her. I know my job, and I know that I HAVE to get the place closed on time no less. I will see how this plays out, or if it goes in a puff of smoke.

My Day Off

I have a short story that I need to do final revisions on. I want to relax the rest of the day. I work tomorrow. Let's see what we can get done before the end of the day.

Yes this post is short, but I am sure a I will post later on today, or tomorrow night.

Feeling Better!!!

My loveley appetite returned to me like a long lost love that traveled the world, and had fum. What did it miss? Me, that's who. So a reunion worth returning for.

Tried Zyrtec today. let me tell you, I feel a worlkd of difference. I have some thing for my congestion as well. I am so pleased to be from under that cloud.

Is There A Doctor In The House

I am so going to the doctor tomorrow. I hate this feeling. I did get somewhat better. I am eating again as well as drinking juice. Went to work today. All was well. Busy, as usual, making the world safe for patrons. The day went by with a smooth feel good, less fustrating type of vibe. Lord, I love these types of days. I pray for much more.

Some Kind Of Wonderful

Been Looking back at some of my titles.  Boy, my blog has become a downer.   LOL  Sometimes life takes me places I hate going.  The destination is always the same, back on solid ground.   That's God's blessing.  He's given me so much.  Thank you God for your love and support.

The current title refers to my 11 (now 12) pages of a short story.  That's all I'll give away about my story for the time being.  All I can tell you is that of all the stories I've written, its my absolute favorite story.  its also the closest to my life I can ever get.  I need to tap that vein again.   I know there's gold there.

11 Pages/Getting Up From Under

I feel much better than I did yesterday.   Finally ate something.  I beleive if I ever get this ill due to allergies again I am heading to the doctor with the quickness.  I felt like I had the flu, minus the nausea.  I was bed ridden and weak.  My temparture went up and down.  I sweated so much.   

before I felt ill, I did managed to have 11 pages of my short story completed.  I want to edit the pages so that they feel more cohesive.

Allergies and Life

Yesterday was a crazy day. I have been dealing with allergy symptoms. My nostris drain, then get stopped up. At least my eyes stopped burning. Congestion was building up. I hate the change of seasons. I abolutely hate them.

I've taken my Clariton. I ususally have to suffer a few days by time the Clariton has a good effect.

Spent most of the day in bed. Had the best intentions to cook dinner, but I felt bad. I am now just eating something. Drank some jusice and hot tea earler. Need to get some more juice.

Living

I so need a break. My allergies are acting up something fierce. I took Clariton, so that helps some, but I feel so awful, and this building is freezing. Not a good combination. When I get home I will make myself some herbal tea, and get some rest.

Editing...

Trying to work on a short story I want to submmit. it got my mind off of my woes. I so hate being all out of sorts. Writing helps me so much. I finally typed my correction to my story. May look it over later, or wait till tomorrow.

The Blues

What is going on with me? I am feeling blue. Not life is overwhelming blue, but down blue. I could go back to bed at this poit. I HATE this feeling. I will get myself something to eat and make sure to take my vitamins. This week I have a three day week-end. That should help some.

My father was suspposed to replace his damaged phone. I told him about full retial price. He, however didn't realize that until he got into the store. He didn't even tell me this. I found out when I was texting one of my brothers. my dad does have my number. I can't worry about that.

I need to finish my projects. I am having a devil of a time dealing. My mind is literally fighting me. I need to clear my head. Whether I want to or not, I will be done with one of the classes. The other I will struggle with until Tuesday. Then I can breath a little.

I think I may take the next few quarters off. I am dealing with a lot and I feel a strong need to slow down before I totally crash and burn.

Stressing

OK, so the same old thing is happening at work. People still doing what they know best, and that's passing the buck. I can't worry about that. Finals are on me. I am trying to get my shit together, and my mind is all over the place.

I am having a damned hard time with my classes. The last few weeks I have not been able to absorb any type of info. Today I studied at the library. I found a queit spot and did as much as I can. Tomorrow will be the same thing. i want to work at this. I am very confused. I went through years of undergrad. I obviously have the learning skills. Just what's wrong with me?

Makes Me Wanna Holler!!!!

You know there is a time when things get all crazy and shit. I'm noticing packages labeled "Circulation Depatment" being delvierd to the office at work are left for me to open. I am also noticing some people have been very bold and placing said boxes on my desk. What the Fuck. I thought I made this clear. The boxes don't have my name on them. ANY STAFF MEMBER can open them. Why should packages wait until I get to work.

I requested that if I am to be responsible for said boxes, that that the senders put my name on the box, that way for sure I get the boxes. I do not want to be responsible for shit that anyone has access to. When we get another meeting, I will have to get this addressed again. I am really exausted in paitence about this issue. What makes people think that I am going to accept full responsiblity for something we are all responible for? Makes me wanna holler, but I'm not going out like that.

I Have a Friend...

I have a friend who took some meds for OCD, and it made her want to commit suicide. She OD's on some pills and had to be rushed to the hospital. Homegirl was a mess. She's having a tough time. Called her back to see how she was doing. left a message for her. Hope she's ok.

More Self Pix

I took some more pix. Played with Photoshop. The second one makes me look like I have sideburs and long wild hair. It looks so 60's to me. That's wild. So before my time, yet fitting. I feel good. Nice experimentation on my part, if I do say so myself.

This is so cool.  I found a widget to allow me to post on my blog.  I am trying it out, so bear with me.    

Spiritual Storm Rising.

Why is it that sometimes I feel like I am not in control of my destiny? It is so time for a change proper. I sense a spiritual revolution brewing right now. I will be free of all things that constrain me. That is a promise!!!

Interesting Song Moment

Listening to Independant Women II by Destiny's Child. It contains a sample of the theme from Mr. Peabody. Its a cartoon from the Bulwinkle and Rocky Show.

Remember Peabody and his boy Sherman? They traveled in time and other crazy stuff. Anywhoo, it made me think.

Traffic Woes

OMG the traffic in Savannah is by far worse than the traffic in Charleston, and that's not saying much at all. People don't like using their turn signals, cut in front of you then drive slow for some reason. What the hell is that for?

Even worse, people like driving and breaking quick. You have to give them lots of space,. Don't bother switching lanes, some of the same people will switch along with you. What the hell, some are so distracted by their cell phone usage, they will block both lanes. One guy actually straddled two lanes. All kinds of dumb shit. At first I thought some were tourists, which would explain the slowness. its not tourists, its the regulars. the tourists drive at decent paces.

All I can do is laugh at this. No need in getting angrier anymore. I'll get over this fast. I am glad I don't have to go out again today. LOL

Chicken Tonight

I'm making chicken wings today. I need a vegatable to go with it though. I'm offf to the store to get me some vegies. Thought about a movie tonight, but I'll be way to busy with projects to handle a movie. Such is life.

Remeber that old jingle, "I feel like chicken tonight?" LOL What was the commercial for? I remember the jingle, and not the product.

BC Powder

Everybody remember BC powder? Headache relief. Tastes awful! They used to have, back in the day, a jingle that said "Tell your headache to take BC."

I was thinking, if one could you could tell your headache something, wouldn't you tell it to get the hell on outta your head and not to f**k with some god****** powder?

Insect Catching Time!

It’s a bright and sunny day. I caught some good ones today. I caught some different species butterflies, and a filthy, nasty cockroach (yuck!!!). You should have seen me trying to use the net. I was swinging through the air like a madman.

It’s all part of my Animal Crossing: Wide World game. It’s up to me to fill my museum’s insect collection (as well as art, fish and fossils). Also, I can sell to Tom Nook, who owns the mortgage on my home. I owe that raccoon so much money I may as well be working as for him. That’s part of the game too.

I have to keep the neighbors happy as well. That means mailing them, visiting, and running errands. On top of that, my house is critiqued, and I must maintain it. What the heck, I am a busy man. That’s my fun.

I am hopelessly addicted to this game. There is always something to do in my town. The Nintendo DS is a worthwhile investment on my part.