Don't Blow It Man

I have this wonderful chance to make myself over.  Truly take care of business and I need this chance so bad that I can taste it.  All I can say to myself is "don't blow it."  I don't know where to begin, but I am afraid of blowing it.   So the question that comes to mind as I type this, "just what in the world do I need and want to be a better man?” I feel like I'm gonna fail at helping myself.   The truth is no one can free me but me.   Maybe I should take this one day at a time.