Not so Meh as I Thought

Today I got out of the house and spent some time editing a beat outline for a screenplay. Afterwards came home and relax.  I'm more than happy to get out of the house and be productive. I do feel a little down as I am used to a certain routine that will no longer happen. I suppose I need to keep myself busy some more.  Let's see.  I need to go write something, like I'm doing now. I realize that I have to make myself be productive and strong. This is my life and I will not suffer because my fate is in my hands.