Writing Again

SO today I had one of my usual awakenings where I simply play on Facebook till I fully decided I should be out of bed.  What I spotted on FB today caught my eye.  A link from one of my fan pages to  a writing contest.  What's so special about that?  Well I've been in a creative slump, and I thought it might be fun to explore the concept.  So I got up, checked out more details on the laptop and began writing.  The contest has  a 2,500 word cap so I'm working with that.  It's finished for step one which is the rough draft.

It's time for a cooing off period and then I'll edit later. It's really nice to be fun an excited about a project.  For a brief time I was so caught up in the story I forgot about any woes and hardships I'm under. I really want to see if I could make of this story/concept.  It needs a lot of work but I still have time.    

Life in the Post-Nasal Drip Lane

All the darn time I have to deal with a condition called post-nasal drip.  It has a host of nasty side effects.  one of them is that sensation of choking and triggering my gag reflex all the time.  Needless to say that dry heaving convulsion is never a good feeling.  Imagine having to do that three times within a 20 minute span.  Also it does produce a lot of mucus, which in itself is gross.  Mucus that builds up behind the throat will produce a offensive odor as well.  Yes this is gross, but its things people live with.  This is on top of my allergies annoy the hell outta me.

In the past I consulted my doctor and my dentist about what's going on.  The dentist informed me if I'm brushing, scrubbing the tongue, and using mouthwash, then its possible post nasal drip.  The doctor gave me some meds that worked to an extent.

This condition can be regulated with medicines. Congestion meds do work well to thin out the mucus and clear out the nasal passages.  For instance, Mucinex D can help a whole lot. It's needed cause on top of gaging, choking and offending people can get pretty discouraging.

On top of this biological drama I decided to do an experiment.  One of them was watching my coffee intake.  Why you ask, because I used to drink venti lattes and frappes from Starbucks daily.  never mind the cost. I was a full on committed drinker.  Furthermore,  I drank coffee at home. A large cup of it to start off my day, and it was good.

When I was fired from SCAD I decided that I didn't need to go to Starbucks.  I noticed that my post-nasal dripping was calming down.  I was like where did the congestion go?  Mind you, Starbucks is not causing the PND.  I just have an aversion to the coffee-based drinks.  This weekend I decided to stop drinking regular coffee at home.  I wanted to see if I could do it, which I could.  Next I wanted to observe any upsets I would have after trying coffee today.

Without the coffee, it seemed that the the PND was not flaring and trying to make me hate life.
After my cup of coffee I started coughing, hacking, gaging and having excess mucus. All of the symptoms of post-nasal drip came back to me with a vengeance.  Let me tell you, I could not get to the Mucinex fast enough. It was horrible.  Sadly this means coffee is off the list of hot drinks.  Hello tea, please don't beat the crap outta my kidneys.  

The Comfort Zone

For those not in the know I originally named the blog after the song by Vanessa Williams.  Later down the line I knew that would change, but at the time blogs were a new thing and I was looking for a good name.  BTW that's the song that was playing while I typed this entry.  I love nostalgia.

This is about trying to get some writing done and feeling often that it can't be done.  Wrote out two pages of script today and I know I can do more.  I need to at least grab my outline (what did I do with it) and follow the plan I laid out for the story.  Now I see the need for an outline. I need to get at least a few more pages done and I will feel like I wrote today.

Contemplating tomorrow's dinner.  It will either be gumbo or field peas.  These two are at extremes, but at the same time I haven't visited the grocery store yet, so I better think about it and get a list done so I can grab all I need and leave.  I really need to stick to the list and make sure I get what I need for the week as opposed to going back multiple times.

breakfast for the upcoming week must be decided as well.  I really want some French toast and sausage and some real maple syrup.  Not every day so I will have to think of an alternative.

Lazy Morning

Trying to get out of bed. Typically I'm wide awake.  Got up early, then went back to bed.  I needed the sleep. It was so worth the extra sleep.  My mind is a little random which means I am just waking up.  Thought about what's for dinner today, and I am not cooking or least I dunno if I'm cooking. I don't want to go to the grocery store without mulling what I want over.  Today may be take out Friday.

Un-Make A Mess?

My place is a mess and I have yet to clean it.  I do have time today to do so, but I've put one foot into the loafing zone, which I should know better than to do, but I did. Well I need to make some breakfast so I may do some scrambled eggs and sausage.  Really don't feel like putting the effort up.  Did make some coffee which I'm sipping on now.  Hopefully I will break free of my meh-ness and work these rooms like a pro and get my food cooked and eaten.

No need to make anything for dinner.  It's really a left over night.  Must keep up with drinking more water than other types of drinks. I say this as I notice I do consume a lot of sugar-based drinks, juices and sodas.  I want to balance my system out more than I have been, so that requires me to express due diligence so hooray to water and it's wonderous properties. I'm also writing to get my writing motor running, and we know five sentences is my minimum.

Best wishes to all.  

Note Cards

Was looking for a way to manage and rearrange my written thoughts for stories/ideas.  I was thinking of getting several note cards and using them for this purpose.  Seems simple, right?  Well of course it is.  It's like note taking for classes and having some resources togo back to other than a notebook, which is still great, BTW. I love having all of my ideas located in one area.

I do need to find a way top break down scenes a lot better and a way to transpose some ideas without having to rip my notebooks to shreds.  Of course I need to find a way to keep the note cards organized for my own sake.  So maybe later in the day I will have something to report in regards to progress.

Wellness?

Spent most of this week trying to get some of my affairs in order.  The week shaped up to be a big ball of meh at first, however I decided that this was not 100% of my life.  I need to set more obtainable daily goals so that I may get some things done.

First and foremost I remembered to take my vitamins today while having breakfast. Need to do this on a daily basis to maintain wellness.  Gonna go write some more things I feel are worthwhile, and ponder how to stretch a dollar or two.  

Justice League Universe: Part One

Justice League Universe: Part One

What Am I Gonna Do With My Life?

Now that I am unemployed and looking for new prospects, I've hit a crossroads.  I sincerely needed the rest. I felt a great weight was lifted from my shoulders.  I'm more than happy to start a new chapter in my life. Yes I am praying to high heaven that I find a new job soon.

Today, after getting my haircut, I wondered aloud, "what do I want to do with myself?" It's a great question, because I need to jump on my plans like now.  There's no looking back or being bitter because quite frankly it doesn't do me any good.  I need to move forward to make sure my blessings aren't blocked by something I can't control.  

I need to contemplate more, but I also wish to make sure that I complete something that's dear to me.  Will be back with an update worthy of my time and efforts.   

My beard looks a bit scruffy and hair on my head needs a trim.

Not so Meh as I Thought

Today I got out of the house and spent some time editing a beat outline for a screenplay. Afterwards came home and relax.  I'm more than happy to get out of the house and be productive. I do feel a little down as I am used to a certain routine that will no longer happen. I suppose I need to keep myself busy some more.  Let's see.  I need to go write something, like I'm doing now. I realize that I have to make myself be productive and strong. This is my life and I will not suffer because my fate is in my hands.

I Feel Like Chicken Tonight

Tonight was me being simple.  I didn't feel like cooking something too complicated so I made some baked chicken.  This recipe was almost too easy.  First I bought four chicken thighs washed  and seasoned (black pepper, cayenne pepper, cajun seasoning, salt, and Italian seasonings).  Baked in a 350 degree oven for an hour or until tender.  So it's a spicy piece of chicken.  I don't mind the heat cause it was controlled.

I made some broccoli and cheese, then some instant vegetable rice.  It was exceptionally good.  I'm full. So this is my no muss, no fuss meal.

Very, very tired. Gonna take a nap soon.

Very breezy outside.

What Shall I Do, What Will I Say?

I'm looking to put down some ideas and I got nervous.  What shall I do?  What shall I say? Sometimes creativity can overwhelm me.  Clearly I'm on the right track to contemplate my next steps.  Well if I need  to write a few more posts to get the gears rolling, then I shall.  Must be on the right track if I'm gonna be all to pieces.  LOL

Perhaps I need some hot tea (black, spice) to make me feel a little more in the mood.  Perhaps something to eat too.  A slice of pizza, and some background sounds.  Every little bit helps, right?  So I dunno what I'm gonna write down, but I'm gonna get it down.

Less Than Meets The Eye?

Less Than Meets The Eye?

A link form Tastes Like Comics.

The Right Frame of Mind

As I think about getting my projects together today, I know one thing is very, very certain.  I must get a new post together.  For those in the know, this is the warm-up to writing.  I spend most of the day chilling.  I washed dishes made popcorn, and I want to watch a movie or two, which is always good for me.  Also gonna get my notepad and jot down several ideas I have for projects.  Need to rewrite a beat outline, which I have additional notes for.

I have got to get shit together.  There's no doubt my success lies within what I'm putting forward.  If this means doubling my efforts than I will do so.  And somehow I thought this post would not have any Star Wars references.

Lots more upsets and now a lovely headache.

Oh Yuck, or How Plans Go Astray

Today was simple, errands, cook a meal, then get to writing.  Well, I got home and discovered the toilet and tub was backing up.  That's all you need to know about that.  Needless to say, I turned my back to call the apt manager, and went back into the bathroom and the toilet overflowed.

Maintenance came by and a plumber was called.  Apparently someone put baby wipes down their commode and clogged the system, causing my toilet and tub to back up.  Was disgusted as this seem to take forever to resolve.  Tried to mop up, and put a towel down to soak up the water as well.  It was a mess.  While waiting for the plumbers it overflowed again.

Because the overflow could affect the entire house, I couldn't even clean the kitchen for fear the dishes would get that nasty water coating them.  I dunno if buring dishes is allowed but I dunno if I'd want my china after they've been emerged in such filth. I was so frustrated I really was ready to give out.

I was so upset I didn't eat a meal until 7:00 PM.  yeah it sounds stupid, but it took nearly all day to resolve this nasty ass caper.  I still have to properly was the floor mats cause I can't put them back on the floor like that.  Also my poor sweet towel deserved better.  

I cleaned the bathroom and will re-clean it again. Can't get back into the tub until I feel it's cleansed.  Yes that sounds OCD, but I don't care.  Nasty ass shit was literally in my tub.

I found myself playing Dragon Age II until I was bored of it and began blogging this post.

The Warm Ups

I promised myself at least an hour a day to write, and that means mapping out time to work on my various writing projects.  Naturally this means looking at my blog, and putting down a post today.

Woke up early because my body didn't want to sleep and I went to bed early.  I was tired.  Couldn't help it.  Once I laid on that bed it was over.  I haven't been at Starbucks for the lattes and frappichinos like I used to do on the regular.  I didn't even make coffee yesterday.

Now that I'm up and  about, and ran errands, I seem to be sleepy again.  Technically I allow myself until 12:00 PM to loaf about.  We shall see what I get done.