12/31/11
Last day of the year with fifteen minutes left. Grandmom passed out at the dinner table. We called 911 for an ambulance. She had an imbalance and had to be carried back into the house. Everyone is worried. I'm happy she woke back up. Heartbreaking.
I did minimal writing and I knew that would happen. I forgot to blog up to this point in the night. Well this is why I'm working on this. Mind you, Granny's predicament took top priority in my head. I wish she didn't have to go through these upsets.
I will say I am happy to be done with 2011. It's been a rough year full of upsets. I'm happy NOT to have to look backwards. Looking forward to 2012. It will be a real game changer.
Monday, April 30, 2012
Sunday, April 29, 2012
From My Holidays
12/30/11
Today was a day to run some errands. Promised myself to look up air purifiers to take with me back home. I had one but it died on me and ever since then my allergies and congestion have beaten me in the face. On top of that I wanted to help Mom with a few supplies. It's not bad but a new purifier costs a lot of money so I hope it does what it says it can. Otherwise I think 2012 will be rough.
I need to make sure I do a blog post. I regret not typing something earlier (it's 11:52 PM). I do know that before bed I want a written commitment. Did write a few lines for the current short story down today. It is not a loss, but rather a small victory.
Today was a day to run some errands. Promised myself to look up air purifiers to take with me back home. I had one but it died on me and ever since then my allergies and congestion have beaten me in the face. On top of that I wanted to help Mom with a few supplies. It's not bad but a new purifier costs a lot of money so I hope it does what it says it can. Otherwise I think 2012 will be rough.
I need to make sure I do a blog post. I regret not typing something earlier (it's 11:52 PM). I do know that before bed I want a written commitment. Did write a few lines for the current short story down today. It is not a loss, but rather a small victory.
Today
Today is not so bad at all and will work itself out. I find myself remembering that having faith in the future and well-being Leila get me through a lot of things. I thought I was missing a few things, like how can I get things done, BUT those skills and strength has been in me for a good while. It's time to bring that strength out.
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Faux Pas or Get Your Peanut Butter out of My Mothertrucking Chocolate
Social networking is an interesting and viable channel to use. After all, blogging allows us to speak and communicate with others. As I use more and more features, I'm learning to cross pollinate. Hence my Blogger posts go to the Twitter and Facebook feeds, etc. Life is good.
Every now and then I come across a situation I can only call an underwhelming faux pas which is when someone uses say their Twitter feed to blast someone they're "friends" with on another social network. How does one even go about trying to mend that fence? It's clear that someone forgot the other was on their feed (or perhaps they didn't). Is this how we want to conduct ourselves? I've noticed time and time again someone with the gall to make a comment they think others can't see or interpret in a given feed. Is it shallow or pretentious? It is, but that's besides the point. Some see themselves as keepers of the just only for the moment when the odds are on their side. They aren't for the just when truth, justice, or vindication is something that is difficult, long, and possibly not in sight at the moment to obtain. In other words, instant gratification that is both shallow and pretentious.
For the record I'm not talking venting. We all do that. Venting is (usually) not aimed at one specific person, but at a situation. I'm talking I'm made at you on Facebook, so I'll tell my Twitter friends. Or I"'m going to post some BS on FB and hope you can't (or can) read between the lines." Really?
There are instant and private message features to resolve conflicts, or one could walk up to said person and have a conversation. Many friends use the aforementioned time-proven methods, and it does make a bad situation better. All could be well in the universe with some consideration. Should anyone have to deal with an ass-backwards person who in fact doesn't want to resolve the conflict, but egg it on? Does this make me above or beyond this situation? No. We're all human and make mistakes, but I feel I need to address this within myself and express my thoughts.
What I'm seeing more and more of is cyber cliques and some of them are trickier than others. If one of the cliques feel bad on Facebook, they make sure to "code it up" on Twitter or what they think is code and pretend victim status. When does that end? When does being a douche allow for intelligent discourse? Is it supposed to be intelligent, or was it made with the intent of not being caught?
Since I keep talking about "keeping it moving" that's what I need to do, but since I'm asking a question I wonder, should anyone tolerate such behavior? Again, looking at this as being human, we all make these faux pas, and it would be unfair to want people to be perfect. They do, however need manners. Sometimes what we see is a taste of who people really are. Is this who we want to be next to? Should we be mad and unforgiving over a few faux pas?
Perhaps we should ask ourselves if we're in the same situation, or see it happening more than once, then we already have our answer. It's not a faux pas then. That's outright piss poor behavior. How does one change this? Keep it moving, and know that in spite of any transaction, you can always do better cause you know better.
Every now and then I come across a situation I can only call an underwhelming faux pas which is when someone uses say their Twitter feed to blast someone they're "friends" with on another social network. How does one even go about trying to mend that fence? It's clear that someone forgot the other was on their feed (or perhaps they didn't). Is this how we want to conduct ourselves? I've noticed time and time again someone with the gall to make a comment they think others can't see or interpret in a given feed. Is it shallow or pretentious? It is, but that's besides the point. Some see themselves as keepers of the just only for the moment when the odds are on their side. They aren't for the just when truth, justice, or vindication is something that is difficult, long, and possibly not in sight at the moment to obtain. In other words, instant gratification that is both shallow and pretentious.
For the record I'm not talking venting. We all do that. Venting is (usually) not aimed at one specific person, but at a situation. I'm talking I'm made at you on Facebook, so I'll tell my Twitter friends. Or I"'m going to post some BS on FB and hope you can't (or can) read between the lines." Really?
There are instant and private message features to resolve conflicts, or one could walk up to said person and have a conversation. Many friends use the aforementioned time-proven methods, and it does make a bad situation better. All could be well in the universe with some consideration. Should anyone have to deal with an ass-backwards person who in fact doesn't want to resolve the conflict, but egg it on? Does this make me above or beyond this situation? No. We're all human and make mistakes, but I feel I need to address this within myself and express my thoughts.
What I'm seeing more and more of is cyber cliques and some of them are trickier than others. If one of the cliques feel bad on Facebook, they make sure to "code it up" on Twitter or what they think is code and pretend victim status. When does that end? When does being a douche allow for intelligent discourse? Is it supposed to be intelligent, or was it made with the intent of not being caught?
Since I keep talking about "keeping it moving" that's what I need to do, but since I'm asking a question I wonder, should anyone tolerate such behavior? Again, looking at this as being human, we all make these faux pas, and it would be unfair to want people to be perfect. They do, however need manners. Sometimes what we see is a taste of who people really are. Is this who we want to be next to? Should we be mad and unforgiving over a few faux pas?
Perhaps we should ask ourselves if we're in the same situation, or see it happening more than once, then we already have our answer. It's not a faux pas then. That's outright piss poor behavior. How does one change this? Keep it moving, and know that in spite of any transaction, you can always do better cause you know better.
Monday, April 16, 2012
The Congestion Factor
Over the weekend I did a lot of cleaning, and I was outside. In spite of taking my allergy meds, I believe my system was overwhelmed by the pollen, and the dust that came from cleaning. Paying for that now with a vengeance. I do think if I hadn't had the meds I'd still be in bed trying to recover. Congestion built itself up like I needed a surplus, and I don't. I have things to do, projects to work on. If I can only give the minimum amount of attention, then that's what's gonna get done. Besides the medicine, drinking hot tea and water seems to help out tremendously. Need to make something to eat soon.
Friday, April 13, 2012
Mellowing Out
I'm having a time with Comcast Cable this week. For some reason my bedroom box stopped working. Now free some over the phone help and switching out the box, it's been determined a tech person has to show up.
It's going to cost me $50.00 for the visit. Really? It was explained to me that this happened when a tech visits. Its a line issue as the signal can't reach the box. I'm more than a bit mad. Thought about seeing how long I can do without cable. Not my ideal goal but my back's getting to the wall.
It's going to cost me $50.00 for the visit. Really? It was explained to me that this happened when a tech visits. Its a line issue as the signal can't reach the box. I'm more than a bit mad. Thought about seeing how long I can do without cable. Not my ideal goal but my back's getting to the wall.
Monday, April 09, 2012
Good Day, People!!!
Hello all,
Noticed a typo in the title that read "Good Dap, People." Was tempted to keep it. Pleasant Freudian slip, if such a thing could exist. I've made a few bad ones in the past. They are truly laugh out loud moments. It's looking kind of warm outside. Haven't been outdoors yet, but I can tell that my apartment has notched up a few degrees warmer.
Forgot to take my allergy medicine last night. Nothing major happened, but I hate not keeping the routine. This is the difference between a productive me, and a seriously, hacking, and coughing me. I have to remain vigilant.
Decided to chillax for a short while. My brain's not working with the rest of me this morning. Call it me not in tune with the world just yet. I'm needing my balance back. Looking at finding a way to get my mind off of things. Perhaps more soothing music will help. Maybe breakfast will. Need to get on the ball with that.
Still writing as usual, but with my brain on stuck, I need to get things in gear. I hate that sensation of NOT having myself in order, but at the same time, I know I WILL get in order. Life and happiness good to me. Thank God. Let's keep things moving, shall we?
So the new question for today is, "how am I bringing myself closer to my goals and dreams."
Noticed a typo in the title that read "Good Dap, People." Was tempted to keep it. Pleasant Freudian slip, if such a thing could exist. I've made a few bad ones in the past. They are truly laugh out loud moments. It's looking kind of warm outside. Haven't been outdoors yet, but I can tell that my apartment has notched up a few degrees warmer.
Forgot to take my allergy medicine last night. Nothing major happened, but I hate not keeping the routine. This is the difference between a productive me, and a seriously, hacking, and coughing me. I have to remain vigilant.
Decided to chillax for a short while. My brain's not working with the rest of me this morning. Call it me not in tune with the world just yet. I'm needing my balance back. Looking at finding a way to get my mind off of things. Perhaps more soothing music will help. Maybe breakfast will. Need to get on the ball with that.
Still writing as usual, but with my brain on stuck, I need to get things in gear. I hate that sensation of NOT having myself in order, but at the same time, I know I WILL get in order. Life and happiness good to me. Thank God. Let's keep things moving, shall we?
So the new question for today is, "how am I bringing myself closer to my goals and dreams."
Sunday, April 08, 2012
This is a New Day
One of the things I wanted to do today is keep writing. Woke up to weird dreams, and keeping it moving. I don't want to repeat what I wrote on CINEs today so check out that post if you like.
I do need to update some old writing, and hope to find the time today to make that happen so I can get stuff done and onto the next project. Still not using instrumental music when I type. Listening to Lady Gaga at the moment. I know some people don't care for her songs, but some of them are ok, fun and catchy.
Congestion is like mad at me this morning and sipping on some water. Will get some hot tea once I finish at least half of this bottle. I'm going to need stronger allergy meds. I needed the water too. Just gulped down nearly the whole bottle. I sense tea in my future when finish this post.
I do need to update some old writing, and hope to find the time today to make that happen so I can get stuff done and onto the next project. Still not using instrumental music when I type. Listening to Lady Gaga at the moment. I know some people don't care for her songs, but some of them are ok, fun and catchy.
Congestion is like mad at me this morning and sipping on some water. Will get some hot tea once I finish at least half of this bottle. I'm going to need stronger allergy meds. I needed the water too. Just gulped down nearly the whole bottle. I sense tea in my future when finish this post.
Saturday, April 07, 2012
Erotic Fiction
Today is the day I say to myself, "I should or could try my hand more at writing erotic fiction." You can judge me, I don't mind. It wouldn't be the first or last time in my life. I am curious if I have what it takes to push myself in this direction. Writing in itself is rewarding, and I'm combining some things I like such as fiction, creativity, and sex.
I'm not pretending to be some great literary sage with the keys to the kingdom. Far from it. I need to push myself out of my comfort zone. I went out the gate running.
I'm being overly self-conscious about this topic. I worry too much over nothing. At the same time if I don't over-think the writing process too deeply, I will write stores, and all concerns (the angel in the room) will back off and stories get done (do not pardon the pun). It seems every time I write/create naughty stories, good things tend to happen. People read the material, and I get feedback. Am I onto something? Can't think about it, just know my taboo themes work. I'm curious if the goofy me will let the sensual me, take a drive at the wheel. Curiosity, naughtiness, and straight up daffy humor. It just sells itself, doesn't it?
So this is me stopping with excuses and writing more. Who knows where this experiment will go. Not 100% concerned with that. This is a challenge. It may also be a fantastic flop on my part.
I'm not pretending to be some great literary sage with the keys to the kingdom. Far from it. I need to push myself out of my comfort zone. I went out the gate running.
I'm being overly self-conscious about this topic. I worry too much over nothing. At the same time if I don't over-think the writing process too deeply, I will write stores, and all concerns (the angel in the room) will back off and stories get done (do not pardon the pun). It seems every time I write/create naughty stories, good things tend to happen. People read the material, and I get feedback. Am I onto something? Can't think about it, just know my taboo themes work. I'm curious if the goofy me will let the sensual me, take a drive at the wheel. Curiosity, naughtiness, and straight up daffy humor. It just sells itself, doesn't it?
So this is me stopping with excuses and writing more. Who knows where this experiment will go. Not 100% concerned with that. This is a challenge. It may also be a fantastic flop on my part.
Longing for Longer Posts
In an effort to pump my blogs up once more, I'm looking at longer posts. Began one already that's over one page long single spaced. It's still in the infant stages, and this time I'm looking for more quotable sources. Also I'd like to work on a second longer post for film reviews. One at a time I suppose. Should keep my notebook ready, just in case I'm inspired. Also more themed writings. I've seen several films but let's talk about something specific about them now. So a new chapter of writing begins.
Looking for ways to use citation and NOT be too long a post. You see, I'd like for the new cinema post to have a bit more bite than I'm used to writing. This means looking up sources. If I used them, I want to cite them, but since this is not an academic paper or an article I was wondering how in depth I would need to make the citations. Certainly I want to give credit where credit is due.
Perhaps if I allude to the sources instead of directly quoting them. I will for sure include info of the title and info I can for people to look up the parent source. For example, I am referencing the movie, and I do give information on the movies. Why not any essays, articles or books? This is a work in progress, but I need to make some adjustments to my writing style as my demands increase.
Looking for ways to use citation and NOT be too long a post. You see, I'd like for the new cinema post to have a bit more bite than I'm used to writing. This means looking up sources. If I used them, I want to cite them, but since this is not an academic paper or an article I was wondering how in depth I would need to make the citations. Certainly I want to give credit where credit is due.
Perhaps if I allude to the sources instead of directly quoting them. I will for sure include info of the title and info I can for people to look up the parent source. For example, I am referencing the movie, and I do give information on the movies. Why not any essays, articles or books? This is a work in progress, but I need to make some adjustments to my writing style as my demands increase.
Thursday, April 05, 2012
Tuesday, April 03, 2012
Bruised But Not Broken
This is the song of the day. Listening to Joss Stone and this is my favorite song from Introducing Joss Stone. It represents all the struggles a person can go through, and watch them dust themselves and get back into the swing of things.
Been writing a lot of late. Need to keep up the momentum because writing gives me a lot of joy and I have some new fiction and non-fiction I'm trying to complete. I gotta keep dedicating time and energy to my craft. If I don't get it right now, I will work on it tomorrow. I'm that person. I'm bruised but not broke.
Need breakfast now.
Been writing a lot of late. Need to keep up the momentum because writing gives me a lot of joy and I have some new fiction and non-fiction I'm trying to complete. I gotta keep dedicating time and energy to my craft. If I don't get it right now, I will work on it tomorrow. I'm that person. I'm bruised but not broke.
Need breakfast now.
Sunday, April 01, 2012
The Allergy Post
These are the days I miss not having insurance because over the counter allergy medicines are a mixed bag. I've tried several of them and none of them really work like prescribed meds. Several that should have done the trick didn't. needless to day having meds that are 24 hr don't work nearly as good as the ones that work 12 hour. Needless to say my allergies and congestion beat on me and defy the 24 hour meds. So now I'm back to the 12 hour stuff because I got better results with them. The end result is some relief until I get insurance back. Being unemployed sucks wild cat ass. Let's hope a remedy is down the pike soon. Allergies just know how to turn up the dial on discomfort.
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