Friday, August 03, 2012
Unemployment Sucks Part 33: Creativity and Chores
Been writing some stuff down, and working on stories and cinema posts, as well as some laundry, so I guess I'm being productive. Being very indecisive about writing some more than I was, but perhaps I'm doing too much at one time. Still, gotta get lost in the material or not do it at all.
Dusted off an old short story to properly format it, and found myself elaborating on the text. I liked that I did more to push the ideas forward. I got to a point where I was getting "fussy" so I made a pause in writing. I hate when I take myself away from the story. This story so needs a "FTS" (fuck this story) mood so I will write whatever. All I can say is it was supposed to be a goofy story, and got heavy. Why do I put myself through the torture of creativity, and it always "zings" me when I don't want to? I don't think I could give up on writing even if I had to work at a crawl. Well, fuck this story. I'm a break it down like an old school love song. The part where the vocalist really sells thew pain and vocal skills.