About to have my tea and chillax a bit, but I'm leaving the TV off for a short while. Why? Between job hunting and writing i find myself watching more and more television and not in a good way. I've been watching so-called reality shows, talk shows, and all sorts of news programs. While I like informative shows, sometimes that shit is as negative as all get out. I've placed in my psyche unnecessary drama that seems harmless until my brain processes that I've wasted my time. That's not what I'm about.
Yesterday was the final straw when trying to watch Dr. Phill I got so irritated with the couples struggling to stay together and be apart at the same time. I was under the impression that they LOVE the drama and tension. It irked me, and I eventually turned the TV, BUT nothing like that should be working my nerves. I'm job hunting. I don't have a job!!! Somehow I'm engrossed in shit like this and while I love a good distraction, I feel like I put my time energy in the wrong shows.
If I want a drama I have a LOT of good choices to pick from. There's more to do with my time. Even when I'm gaming and sitting, I have more satisfaction from the events. I need to keep this aspect of my defenses active. When I worked. None of the negative got in. I didn't have time for it. I need to make sure I keep it going in that direction.