Y'all ever had that "ugh" feeling. That feeling like you don't want to be bothered with anything cause it all feels like "ugh." It doesn't make sense, it annoys me, it makes me want to get away from it, and I don't even have the energy to move past ugh. Ugh can be that person who doesn't leave once the movie's over, and really wants to loaf about, on your BACK. Ugh would lay on my head, if I could support it that way. Ugh you bastard. Get away from me.
Well, today I rolled out of bed, and I felt aimless. Hello ugh. I'm expecting a few calls and need to make some soon, as well as job hunt. In other words, It's time to pull myself together. I need to finish the bottle of water on the table next to me. I got a little tea happy yesterday, so I need more water. I had a few sips here and there, but I need to complete the whole thing for starters. I'll refill the bottle and drink more.
The weather outside has that semi-sunny feel, so I'm guessing rain's in the future as it was yesterday. Needless to say it's about to get gloomy, and that can ruin a good day. I'm all about not getting gloomy, and yes, between pauses I drank more water. I suspect my mood will lift once I get some more writing and reading done. I need to have my mind filled. Also need to relax. Enjoy this day. Allow myself not to be overwhelmed by outside influences. Must feed brain with knowledge.
This may be the perfect day to write and be happy about writing. I'm not doing much of anything else. My mind needs stimulation, so perhaps I'll work on my screenplay. if not I'll be sitting here sipping on a bottle of water cause I know better, and I shouldn't let that Ugh feeling beat up on me.